sarang handa...

looking back at 2006

2006-12-31T20:22:00.000+08:00

2006 will be gone in a matter of hours.

woo, looking back, i felt like there are more things to be done in 2006. i don't know what though. lol.

so far, i've only fufilled some of my resolutions.

__.To make more friends

__.To speak better english

__.To continue loving yunho and dbsk

lol. actually i kind of neglected dbsk throughout 2006. i don't know why though. it became worse after that accident. for now, i've decided to focus on studies and not think about dbsk. i think i'll only be back at after my A`s. yeps. of cos i am not gonna forget yunho.

AS FOR MY 2007 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS ...

Important ones:

1. Acheive SILVER for SYF 2007. symphonic band aigoo.
2. Pass napfa test without having to retake 2.4km 3 times.
3. Pass all tests/exams.
4. Be super prepared to take A levels & score well.
5. Good health to all my friends and family, dbsk, super junior ....
6. DBSK and Super Junior to have a smooth career. sounds wrong lol.

Others

1. lose weight. i wanna be forever 45kg. but seems abit impossible. T_T
2. have a mp3 player. i dont have one! T_T
3. a new cellphone by 2007, when that stupid plan is up

i'll always remember the memories. =)

yep. byebye 2006. welcome 2007.

4e2 / 2005 class chalet!

2006-12-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

I HAVENT BLOG FOR A GAZILLION YEARS. ok. exaggerating. =x

I had a wonderful xmas eve with some of my tmg mates. really enjoyed myself alot. THANKS SO MUCH. We went to yiling's house to stay over. Had steamboat. lol. Watched John Tucker Must Die. lol. had 2nd, 3rd, 4th round of steamboat at around 3am. screamed abit when we saw fahrenheit on tv. =.= slept at about 4am+. lol.

On xmas, we had 'reunion' at mayee's house! this time with alfred and nad too~ too bad shuang couldnt join us. camwhored abit. played uno too. julio said 'pass' when he does not have the colour. =.= that is all i can remember. haha.

now the exciting part, 4E2 CLASS CHALET 2006. woohoo. i am recording all the events, cos i don't want to forget all the wonderful memories. =) [LONG ENTRY]

27 dec

was supposed to meet at tpy at 1pm. =.= that was like the time i reached tpy from my school la. of cos i flew home to change and pack and everything. it turned out that the rush was unnecessary cos apparently they were all late and i was the earliest! LOL. wth. so i met up with nad and edric and went long john for lunch. waited for moe to arrive. he was 2hours late. =.= we took 59 outside entertainment centre and woo, 45mins later we were at changi village. heh. that place is really, (insert some descriptive word). It started pouring when we decided to walk to the chalet. aigoo. Met up with ben in the chalet. we stayed in 2-145.

The room is pretty small. I imagined it to be huge, with a nice sofa and 2 nice beds (those you see in other chalets) and a nice bathroom. ok, too imaginative. there were none of those. there's only 2 mini sofas, a queen size bed, 2 mattresses, 4 blankets, 4 pillows and a eerie looking bathroom. me and nad wanted to sleep first. but that edric came and said what, let's play uno and if he win, we cannot sleep. =.= in the end he won. wtf.

We went to the hawker center to buy dinner. there's this malay stall that sells nice food! also went to 7-11 to get coke. we were like calculating whether it is cheaper to get 12 x 1.5 litre of coke or 30 x 330ml of coke. bottles or cans. in the end we chose the cans because we didnt wanna buy cups. =.= slacked around and bathed. we pushed the sofa outside the bathroom to keep the one bathing company. LOL. so nice right. =) the toilet is really very freaky lah! T_T at about 8pm+, laxhmi came.

went out for supper at 11pm+. had roti prata. naderah's south indian cuisine. something like that. lol. nad was like o__o the indian man could only hear ben's voice. =.= aigoo. after that, we went back and saw watson, yuencheng, uxen, matthew and felicia. we wanted to sleep when they went out for supper. so we went to bed, lied there and argued about who's gonna open the door for them. we said good night to each other about 5 times and yet we didnt sleep. LOL. it was laxh who opened the door for them.

lol. by that time, we were like so not in the mood to sleep le. so they played majong and i played snap. aigoo. i kept taking all the cards. i was blur because i didnt get to sleep la. =.= then watched some paris hilton and nichole ritchie show. they are so bimbotic. what's pakistan's national language? pakistan. =.= (something like that. i cant rmb) we slept at about 5am + me edric moe nad laxh on the bed. fel matthew uxen watson yuencheng on the floor. the people on the floor were like still talking. what frog what lub. lol. the air con was #($*#($(#*)$(*)#(*$ freakking cold and the two babies beside kept snatching the blanket. T____T end up i didnt sleep at all. too cold.

28 dec

was the first to wake up cos i didnt sleep. =.= too cold la. curled up at the sofa. then nad woke up. followed by uxen. too cold for us. he was like doing push ups to keep himself warm. =.= lols. the rest woke up past 10/11 am. watson woke up at 12 something la. lols.

waited for the rest to come. marcus came first. then daniel. then mas and watcharit. then an and mayee. then sisi munirah and alfred. cant remember. lols.

we ordered 6 pizzas. woohoo. we played games after that. the rubber band game. the stocking game. the newspaper game. omg that one. i have to sit on edric's shoulder lah. screamed like siao. mayee and marcus. mun and watcharit. we have to like do something to the newspaper. i couldnt remember what cos i was busy screaming. =.=

riyash came. elbert came. santono came. ms eng came with food!!! thanks so much =) cass came. ^^ watson they all left. before that, some of them gayed in front of the camera... *coughs*

(actually by now it is already 29 dec le lol)

so at like about 12 mn+, me, moe, matt and laxh went down to fetch lin. both moe and matt were high. and then matt grabbed a purple umbrella. he opened the umbrella when it was only a slight drizzle. =.= both him and moe skipped down the carpark like little kids. LOL. wthhhh. we stood there for quite some time before seeing a taxi. matt rushed to the cab and sheltered lin and carried her bag. LOL. moe helped lin with the cab fare. omg both of them were so funny!

played for awhile and then all of us sat down and had a gossip session. me, moe, matt, edric, fel, laxh, lin, cass, alfred, marcus and nad. we confessed quite alot of things, like love, relationship blah blah blah. we talked about the old days in secondary school. how we painted the classroom, how moe designed that 3e2 thing, how after painting we all lied down in our classroom..... we chatted all the way until 2.34am and decided that we should have supper. we didnt wanna wait until 3am then go =xx

had prata at the coffeeshop opposite cheers. haha.

after eating, we went back to the chalet and decided to watch sun rise. =.= before that, we went to the toilet near the pool. so cheapo la, dont even have toilet paper. know what we did. we went to changi village hotel to use their toilet ROFL WTF. outside changi village hotel was a group of workers (door men and women). they were obviously slacking and talking lah (it was past 3am). so we just went in lo. when we came out of the toilet, there's this man (manager?) staring at us lah. =.= of cos we went out. then outside that group of door men and women was like DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO USE THE TOILET. =.= like, whatever, isn't it abit too late to tell us now. aigooo.

some of them went to the bbq pit there. some of us went up. i was one of them who went up lah. then we wanted to sleep, and again we discussed about who is gonna sleep where and who is gonna open the door for them LOL. =x we called them and asked them to come up cos it's already very late (or early). they did came up. and then laxh shocked us, asking who has a cross here. it was very scary. moe then told us that he saw something dirty (a pocong). yep. we were all freaked out. matt's expression totally changed lah. his eyes were staring some where. then we asked him to lead prayer. yep. felt much better after praying. we calmed ourselves down by playing uno. lol. i was quite freaked out when i saw matt clutching his bible lah. he was like, so unlike himself. tsktsk.

we went to sleep after that. i slept beside fel. cant rmb the time.

29 dec

i actually managed to sleep for a few hours. woke up and found edric in front of me. =.= it was already about 9am. packed up and cleaned up. then left the chalet le. took 59 back to bishan. yep. the bus passed by the old ftp campus. i missed that place. memories. and then matt told us what, throughout the stay, something is actually watching us. that's why on the very first night he asked us to draw the curtains... *goosebumps*

went j8 to watch night at the museum. ROFL. must watch, very nice. =)

woo. that's the end of 4e2 class chalet. 27 to 29 dec 2006. though the chalet room wasn't fantastic, but the people are great. i never knew how much i love my class until i went. i never knew how much i missed my secondary school days until i went. . .

` jung yun ho

bdae+ band fest

2006-12-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

i havent blog for days! argh. let's go back.

17 dec 2006

not forgeting those who sent me birthday messages!! THANKS SO MUCH. i have 2 pages of ppl wishing me birthday in cassiopeiasg and 4 people wishing me in tvfxqworld. THANKS SO MUCH!!! oh, and fiona who wished me on 14 dec! thanks also!!! julio which wished me on the 18 dec. THANKS SO MUCH. (he msged me when i was having rehearsal at the band fest lol)

This year on my birthday, i did something ENJOYABLE. =) i started to watch HANA KIMI. lol. spazzing over WU ZUN and jiro. LOL. omg omg omg they are so cute!!!! *fangirl mode*

18 dec 2006

the start of wasbe band festival! i was quite relunctant at first, having to wake up at 5.45am just to catch 153 to school. lol. from there, we moved our instruments and then borded the coach. the bus journey was nearly an hour long. from hougang to ntu/nie. omg. i would never want to get into ntu. and you know what. i heard from my mum that nus is at clementi, which is like just about mrt stops away from boon lay. =.= no difference at all. T_____T ALL THE WAY TO THE WEST!!! ARGH.

i was in band DEBUSSY. it's a very big band. about 12 flutes. 12 clarinets. 5 horns. 8 trombones. 7 trumpets. 4 tubas. 5 euphoniums. 1 string bass. 5 percussionists (supposed to have more! only 5 turned up wth). 6 saxophones. 1 bass clarinet. 1 bassoon. ya. about that. supposed to have more. lol.

i was quite anti social =x didnt know anyone in my section. somemore lester and mei keen have already known each other i think. they clicked pretty well rofl. shu huey and joseph seem like they know each other. actually all 4 of them look like they know each other. -.- i just sat there and watched them. ok i sound like a stalker.

just like what i've imagined, we could sight read armenian dances pretty well. thanks to all those pro players out there!!! T__T without you guys i might have died. my section consist of all the pro players. joseph from acs ib. whoa. his running notes is like asdfghjkl; - PRO. im the only one who cannot run all those notes properly. tsk.

OH YA. MR DARREN SIM WAS THE WOODWIND SECTION TUTOR. imagine the joy of knowing that he'll be tutoring us. ROFL. me and rus went crazy. we were like spazzing in the LT and after sectionals LMAO. hua chis. i think he is probably the most handsome conductor. lol. the handsomest one that i've seen. HE DYED HIS HAIR BROWN, and HE WORE BLACK THICK FRAME SPECS. SO CUTE AND HOT CAN. he slimmed down abit. his butt is still the same ROFL. =x zzz ok, his butt is just so very noticable. dont believe ask liyi! LOL.

19 dec 2006

torture torture. took train from tpy to boon lay. 45 minutes spent doing nothing on the train. imagine how much time i will waste if i ever get into ntu. T__T WHY IS IT SITUATED IN THE WEST?! ok. so when we finally reached boon lay, we still have to walk all the way to the other end (booth 9) of boon lay interchange to take 179. OMG GRR.

more rehearsals and perfecting our pieces. amazing grace is nice, but super boring. flutes are like resting for 3/4 of that piece. we were all dozing off. T__T

sectionals with darren sim. woohoo. i still feel like sleeping even though it's the DARREN SIM.

20 dec 2006

last day of rehearsal! the same as day 2. lol.

21 dec 2006

CONCERT DAY OMG i have tons to write about this day and i know we have all enjoyed. asdfghjkl;. ok. *regains posture, coughs* all i know is we could play armenian dances. LOL. and we took pics with JOEL LEE. omg. he's one cutie. *coughs* dont think dont think dont think dont think *chants*

end. lOl. T___T i miss wasbe.

22 dec 2006

BAND OUTING WAHAHAHAHA!!! we took lots of spastic pics. =)) went seoul garden at taka. heehee. had a feast. after that some people left and we went tpy for pool. cheehao joined us. he flunk the ball out twice ROFL. and chloe went laughing her unique and hilarious laughter. LOL.

i love band again! =)

` jung yun ho

happy birthday.

2006-12-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

it's past 12. tsk. so there, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEITA!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JUNSU AND JUNHO !!!

celebrated my birthday at zingdo amk branch just now. i am super tired T_T camwhored abit.
thanks friends =) the whole tmg were there omgggg so touched. the lights went off and then the waiter just came out with a slice of cake LOL. i love tmg ~~~ there was another person celebrating his bdae there also LOL wth.

MANY THANKS TO MY FRIENDS ~ jaesung, sisi, shuang, vanessa, alfred, yewhuat, yilong, yiling, liching, huichi and nellie. ^^

from sharmin's blog. omg what is this lol.

ogl meeting. walk in rehearsal. aigoo. i hope i dont mess up the dance next year.
stress. homework. 2 weeks of holiday left only. T__________T

- 5 sets/10 comparative poems
- geog population essays (half done)
- river essays
- gp research (where is that paper omg)
- maths tutorial 7
- maths past year question
- econs market failure test
- common test

OMG I HAVENT COMPLETE ANY OF THEM T_T OMGOMGOMG

` jungyunho rocks

BACKKKK

2006-12-11T07:42:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK HAHAHAHA =x

havent blog for 435948509840985 years T__T

anyway. ogl camp made me sick tsktsktsk. down with fever, flu and cough! then on sunday (3 dec) morning i went to see the doctor immediately before rushing down to my cousin's wedding. i wore some spastic top which i bought from espirit (whatever spelling) and jeans. argh. oh ya. before that, on 2 dec, my family and i went vivocity~ ate at dian xiao er. it was erm, ok lah. not as good as the bugis branch. then shopped for what to wear at my cousin's wedding =.= they wanted to get me some dress. please lahhhh. aigooo. wear until so nice for what LOL =x

3 dec - flight at 9pm something to christchurch. i hate night flights. T_T
4 dec - reached christchurch at about 11am + christchurch time. which is erm about 6am singapore time. i think. walked around christchurch. there's this very nice chapel there. the chinese food there sucks. =x
5 dec - went to queenstown which is about 4 hours away from christchurch. i hate the rides. it was damn horrible. stayed there for 3 days.
8 dec - went fox glacier! very nice. i took pictures of lots of rocks, rapids, waterfalls LOL. geog student mahhh ! then i witnessed the ice fall!!! whoa. i saw a rainbow cos it rained half way when we were going down the hill or slope or mountain.
9 dec - the worst day ever. 3 hours ride from fox glacier to hokitika. 2 hours ride from hokitika to greymouth (or whatever) AND THEN 4 hours from greymouth back to christchurch. i almost died.
10 dec - LAST DAY YAYYYYYYY =x woke up 9am christchurch time LOL (4am singapore time). ate cup noodles. it tasted HORRIBLE. but nvm. checked out of the hotel. then after that went airport. flight at 1320 christchurch time (8.20am singapore time), took sq 298 back to singapore. reached singapore at 0040 christchurch time (7.40pm singapore time).

THE FLIGHT WAS HORRIBLE. I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL. T___T day time how to sleep sia. i wasted 10 hours of my life doing nothing!!! the food was super horrible i dont know how to describe LOL.

1.5 hours to fly from christchurch to pacific ocean.
1 hour to fly from pacific ocean to australia.
5 hours to fly from one end of australia to the other end WTF
the rest of the time to fly from indian ocean back to singapore.

OMFG AUSTRALIA IS DAMN HUGE!!!!!!!! i saw the great sandy desert. and alot of meanders!!! omg so nice. lols. was looking for oxbow lakes. couldnt find any. i think.

and my brother is the cutest (erm...) thing ever. HE GOT A BLOG OMFG. HE TYPES LIKE A TWIX OMFG. *dies*

heard that yun was hospitalised AGAIN. oh gosh.

jcbandfest blog is up! excited sia. i havent practice omgggg.

` jungyunho rocks

OMFG

2006-11-29T01:51:00.000+08:00

I haven't blog anything useful for quite some time. There aren't many people for me to scold. Wait, there are quite a few BUT, i don't have the energy to scold them here. AIGOO.

DEPRESSING. Tian Wai Fei Xian. Not really tragic. Worth watching. GO WATCH. Prepare tissue ok. HU GE OMG OMG OMG . ROFL. GO WATCH !!!! ARGHHH. Go youtube, find together87. ^^ the whole playlist is there HEH. Ok.

Haven't done anything useful today i guess. except finishing tian wai fei xian WTF. T__T i really should die. And omg. i finished it started with a kiss! like after 9 months i finally finished watching the last epi. =.= the ending was hilarious. quite lame lah. anymore recommendations on great drama to watch?! xD

T__T not that i have alot of time left to watch drama. TSK.

LIT OMFG ITS DUE TONIGHT. I AM SO GONNA DIE. There's band later on. Heard that our SET PIECE is call what. SUNRISE AND SAFARI. wtf is that?! oops. Heard that flute have to FLUTTER TONGUE. ohmy - I CANNOT FLUTTER TONGUE! That is for movement 2. but if we choose movement 1, the whole woodwind section will have solo. OMG. Can you imagine. me. solo. i'll screw it up for sure. T____T ok. the decision will be made by the conductor. GOD SAVE ME!

ok i've drifted away from the topic. LIT. OMG LIT. me and sharmin hunted for poetry and prose. we couldnt find prose. luckily we found poetry. 2 by William Blake, the other from dont know who. Actually i've read them before, thanks to maaran. LOL. =x The Chimney Sweeper and We Wear The Mask. I found 1 prose and 1 poetry. BUT TOTALLY NOT RELEVANT TO IDENTITY. HOW THE HELL DO YOU LINK ALL THESE TO IDENTITY?! OMFG. WHY DID I TAKE LIT?! OMG.

i arranged the lyrics section in csg. though it's still in a mess. but at least it's easier to find lyrics. i think. ARGHHHHHH. i wont be there for the opening!!! T_____T

he'll be back tonight. =))

` JUNG YUN HO . SARANG HAE YO.

erm.

2006-11-28T01:45:00.001+08:00

1.major exam tomorrow,what would you
be doing?
- stress. LOL. study as much as i can =.=

2.unimaginable thing that could happen
during a major examination.
- having stomachache and have to go toilet

3.most embarrassing thing you did .
- too many to list =x

4.craziest thing you did.
- there are alot too =x

5.funniest thing you received.
- erm. alot. LOL. most of them are lame.

6.how was your last fall?
- diu lian.

7.who is responsible for it?
- myself.

8.what makes you feel guilty?
- not doing anything and let time pass.

9.what will you most probably do when
your friend fell off his chair?
- laugh first (oops) and then help him. or the other way round. xD

10.what will you do if someone spilled
coffee on your favourite new clothes?
- eh. sokay sokay.

11.how would you react if you fall in
the public?
- stand up immediately and walk away. wtf. =x

12.do you scold vulgarities when you
are angry?
- yea.

13.latest sports you play?
- erm. what did we play during the last pe? xD

14.how did you end up in it?
- pe lesson. no choice.

15.what do you feel like doing now?
- sleep.

16.have you ever went for windsurfing
before?
- nope. i wanna try.

17.have you ever went for snorkeling
before?
- nope. wanna try also.

18.have you ever went for surfing
before?
- nope.

19.have you ever went for bungee-
jumping before?
- nope. =x

20.are you scared of heights?
- yea =.=

21.what is the most daring thing you
want to try?
- erm. i dont know.

22.drunk/overdose before?
- nope.

23.gone on a French diet?
- what is that.

24.worst dream?
- seeing a girl who jumped down in front of me.

25.funny dream?
- funny. erm. i dont know.

26.weird dream?
- alot.

27.sweet dreams?
- yea. erm. i dont know.

28.what are you planning to do after
this?
- watch some vids. then sleep.

29.what are you thinking?
- of what i should buy tomorrow.

30.how do you usually sign off?
- byeee cya tc. (: =.=

aigoooooo.

2006-11-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

I felt like i havent blog for a gazillion years. =.= quite true actually.

WASBE BAND FEST 18 - 20 dec. Concert @ Esplanade on 21 dec. ARGH. WHO WANNA GO! I have 2 tickets. T_T $13 btw. sistic fees included. lols.

I'm in DEBUSSY. the pieces are quite.... o____O Armenian dances. omfg. by alfred reed. tsk. he likes to torture people. alot. the woodwind section has got so many running notes. tsktsktsk. the other 3. amazing grace, gasdfiowoie (dont know how to spell) fanfare and little ripper (or is it ripple) march. im like resting throughout the whole of amazing grace =.= playing it for a few bars only. WTH.

Changing conductor woohoo. he came yesterday. he is quite... bubbly. LOL. alot of actions. he's good lah. =) hopefully more people will join band!!! hopefully we'll get a tuba player... wah.

we had JC1 BASH yesterday. it was... boring. T_T the atmosphere was not high enough. i think, for tpp. =x not that we are anti social or what, but really. TSK.

revamping csg. =)

i can't wait for the ogl camp! WAHHHHHH. lols.

he went thailand. tsk. tsk. tsk.

` jung yun ho.

holiday nightmare.

2006-11-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY LESSON STARTS TODAY.

ARGH. almost didn't want to wake up today. T__T had 2 hours of geog. gone through and finished up population. we're starting on rivers next week. I HATE RIVERS. i can never score for that topic. i can never do that topic. OH WTF. I love vegetation... but we are not going to learn such simple stuffs anymore. T__T come to think of it, the only topic i am good at is vegetation. and climate. WAH. call myself a geog student! *bangs head on wall*

Geog ended at 12.30pm. Went macdonalds for lunch. tsk. slacked like don't know what. went cold storage and walked and gossiped. sharmin danced ballerina there (diu lian =x) LOL. 3.30pm - lit. WAH. it was, BORING. T.T almost fell asleep. if mark tan wasn't staring like some hawk i would have totally zzz. T_T

sharmin: AND I THOUGHT PW WAS OVER ?!!!!!!

Yes. We have to do this H2 LITERATURE PROJECT ON IDENTITY. Oh wtf. I never pass KING LEAR for the whole of this year. HOW AM I GONNA DO THIS?! Got to find 5 SAMPLINGS (prose, poems, extracts from novels, dramas, memoirs, essays). So i have to find like 3 poems, 1 extract from novel/short story and an extract from a play. WAHHHHHHHH. I have 2 weeks to submit my proposal. *traumatised* After that we can embark on this and we might have to present this during english week next year. *faints*

There's already geog essays to be completed. and a whole lot of lit assignments on aspire. and gp research on globalisation. tomorrow for sure will have math tutorials. and economics. WAH.

someone please save me.

anyway, go watch SMILE PASTA.

NICHOLAS TEO IS SO CUTE. VERY CUTE. I like his acting. lols. He looks like se7en + rain if you look closely. He smiles like Kim Jae Won. Wahhhhh. *hua chi moment* Before this i didn't know that he can act. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHA. This drama is so nice. The very first taiwan drama that makes me want to watch it for the second time. Some scenes really made me cried. LOL. Supherb plot. Although it is abit like full house.... *coughs* BUT, this drama have alot of cute scenes which full house doesnt have. very wen1 xin1. heh heh heh heh heh. ZHANG DONG LIANG ~~~~~

i am watching it for the second time. =) HEHE. ok i am crazy. T__T allow me to be crazy please.

` jung yun ho.

WOOO.

2006-11-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

Ok. finally i am starting to blog. =.= have been busy watching SMILE PASTA. It's nice. xDD lols. ZHANG DONG LIANG IS SO CUTE ARGHHHHHH. *coughs. huachi moment*

BALLOONS MV IS SO CUTE. OMGOMGOMGOMG.
I smiled throughout watching that mv. ok that sounded wrong but HECK~ xD omg. I feel like i'm going back to the old hug days. i was so crazy back then. when i first saw hug mv i couldnt stop watching it. and now i saw balloons mv, LOL. even worse. =.=

haven't been doing anything useful ever since holidays started. T__T so far i've finished like

spring waltz
bad family
kurosagi
chun hyang
dragon zakura
a love to kill
sangdoo let's go to school
ouran high

starting on smile pasta (ending soon =.=) and snow white. OMG. sharmin called me the queen of youtube. LOL. =x i wanna watch my sister in law is 19. but argh! private vid. T__T have to wait for that uploader to add me. i think i am hopeless. wahhhhh.

that's all. PROJECT SUCKS. i hope i don't have to go back and hand it that retarded file again. it's damn heavy. i've been filing that for nothing. asdfghjk;l

` jung yun ho

tpp outing~~!

2006-11-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

OHHHHH. blogging at this hour again. i'm sleepy. and i need to pee. =x ARGHHH.

took lots of pics. LOL. waiting for poopma to upload. i've already uploaded mine loads. heh. it's on flickr. shall give you all the link some time.

meanwhile. heh. QUIZZZZZ. from sharmin's blog.

What Ouran Host Club Host Are You?

Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

HOHO! unexpected. but mori is good too. so shuai. like yunho. cool. but cute. =)

Find your Celestial Choir

What type of Fae are you?

Take the What Type of Friend Are You? quiz.

shojo beat ouran quiz. i am TAMAKI. . . HAHAHAHAHAHA. =x

[Tamaki is king of the Host Club, and the other characters refer to him as "Milord." As a princely character, he is a leader and wields the most power and influence over the other characters, despite his foolish and frivolous behavior.]

YAYYYY.

LUG WORLD

LUGWORLD.NET - LUG SINGAPORE FAN SITE

PEOPLE, GO JOIN.

Approved singapore LUG fansite from Open World Music. ^__^;;

nono. i cannot allow myself to fall deep. if not my grades will suffer, again. ARGH.

` jungyunho.

woo op

2006-11-07T01:26:00.001+08:00

Ok. i am like typing this at 1.23 am. changed the date and time. xD let me go back to op...

Op was ... quite ok? i don't know. my presentation was ok i think. even though i think i spoke too fast again. i totally screwed up q&a. T__T argh. our assessors were mrs chang and ... *drull rolls* ROZELLS. omfg. yes. i think i should be able to guess my grades. argh. we have to paste this huge white spastic sticker on us, made us look like prisoners. =.= aigoo.

after that lunch at opp. i had lor mee today. not bad. LOL. i think i am running out things to eat there... tried almost everything? tsktsktsk.

finished ouran high today. YAY. KYOUYA~ arghhhhhhhh. KAORU~ omo i should stop hua chi -ing. tsktsk.

started watching my sister in law is 19. hooked on it already. omo. the beginning was quite depressing. go watch it yourself. lols.

yay. 1 month.

` JUNGYUNHO

ARGH. one day before op.

2006-11-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

my head is going to explode soon. T__T
i hate op.

`jungyunho.

chinese A`s

2006-11-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

Wah... so i felt as if i've never slept and went into the examination hall... Horrible.

Compo was... lame. T_T i wrote exactly the same thing as what i have written last time in class. tsk. extremely short. 534 words only. screwed. paper 2. omo. i nearly fell asleep. i could have finish the paper in half an hour. but i was taking my own sweet time so that i would not fall asleep. torturous. T__T so in the end i drew like 23949038409 things on the question paper (read: ouran high cast names ~ tomaki, kaoru, hikaru, hunny, mori, kyouya) WAH. ok hua chi.
i think i wont get A. if you get anything lower than A, it is as good as getting a U. cos there won't be any additional points for university admission. so to say, this whole new curriculum thing is basically RETARDED.

nothing much actually. going to jc1 bash on 24nov. poopma force us to go. T____T

went to sleep at 3pm something, until 7pm something. OMO. i have got no life. wahhh.

i and r. have to make lots of amendments. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. Noooooooooo~

screw pw. everything will end on next monday. or tuesday. HOHO! it'll be FREEDOM! ~~~

i'll go and buy all the chips. have been craving for chips wahhh. but now cannot eat cos i have to take care of my throat. -,-

meanwhile, heh, heck, OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB FIRST! xDD

` jung yun ho

WAH. chinese A lvl eve

2006-11-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

okie. wanted to sign in to yahoo. i have like 2394834290823094 mails unchecked.
=.= they are all spams.

dad called and told me that he had sent me some mail. he sent it to my old acct. and my old acct was deactivated long long long long ago. =.= argh. so i went into that bifdae_dec_17 acct to copy my dad's email.

damn. it took 2394809238409238948092384092384092834 seconds to load. HOTMAIL IS RETARDED. that's why i hate checking hotmail mails. people. don't send email to my hotmail acct can. T___T send it to yahoo or gmail.

anyway. i still do not have the motivation to study for chinese. am forcing myself to study it right now. =x but first, of cos, to destress, we must watch OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB.

anime. LOL. there are hot guys and cute guys inside. OMO. hua chi. totally. =x

Ouran High School Host Club playlist

go watch. you wont regret. especially if you love guy couples. LOL. omo. kaoru and hikari....... *fan girl mode*

yesterday i rewatched first epi of dbsk banjun. LMAO. omo. laugh die.

okie. back to studying chinese. T__T

go look =)

` jung yun ho

random surveys.

2006-10-31T23:29:00.001+08:00

was bored. and so... =x

1. Start Time: 8.40pm
2 .Name: MIN
3. Nickname: min, starvenus
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: BLUE (is there a blue one?)
5. Chinese Zodiac: snake
6. Horoscope: sagittarius
7. Hair color: black.
8. Eye color: dark dark dark brown?
9. Height: 158.5cm.
10. Favorite Color: all shades of blue and purple.
11. Glasses?: yes.
12. Braces?: had them last time.
13. Piercing/tattoos: 2 piercings.
14. Pet: 2 tanks of goldfishes. not mine though.
15. Area code: 310030.

******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?:
- yea.

18.Did you do something in the past month that you regret?:
- yea. i think.

20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f? :
- no? i hug my friends.

21. Skipped school?:
- erm. yes. =x i ponned geog lesson once. once only! xD

22. Bungee jumped?:
- nope.

23. jump off a building?:
- then i wont be here right?

24. Dumped someone?:
- nope.

25. Been arrested?:
- nope.

26. TP'd someone's house?:
- what's that. =.=

27. Won something?:
- yea. i think.

30. Been rejected?:
- i guess?

31. Been to a funeral?:
- yes.

32. Used a lighter?:
- nope.

33. Been on stage?:
- yes.

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season: all =)
35. Food: i love all the food. i think. lols.
36. Ice cream flavour: mint. peppermint. caramel vanilla. cookies n cream.
37. School subject: erm. econs? =x
38. Person: jyh. dmhz. tpp. jaesung.
41. Book: erm. nice books.
42. Movie: dont really have a favourite.
43. Song: right now it's You're my miracle by tvxq. =))
44. Park: east coast park. wth.
45. State: erm. i dont know.
46. Place: eh. my house.
47. Sport to watch: swimming. soccer. badminton.
49. Bands/musicians: TVXQ, SUPER JUNIOR.
50. Letter: all. =.=
51. Restaurant : why do you need to have a favourite restaurant?! =.=
52. Cartoon Character : eh. from disney.
53. TV Station: dont have. local tv station sucks like crap.
54. Name for a son : Renfred. Yun Hao. =)
55. Name for a daughter: i dont know.

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate.
58. long relationships or short?: long lah.
59. Dogs or cats: both. =))
60. Scary movies or comedies: actually both.
61. Short hair or long: depends on my mood.
62. Croutons or bacon bits: what?
63. Kissing or hugging: both.

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****

64. Mexicans : slums and squatters. =x
65. School: aquarium. wth.
66. Grass: jaesung.
67. Cow: milk.
68. Canada: temperate coniferous country? (omg i dont know how to spell)
69. Mouse: mickey.
70. Hands: promises. =x

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?: nope.
72. Talked on the phone?: yea.
73. Cried?: nope.
74. Threw up?: nope.
75. Drank a glass of water?: yes.
76. Done Drugs?: nope.
77. Read a book or magazine?: eh. yep.
78. Watched TV?: yep.
79. Looked in the mirror: yep.
80. Taken a shower: yep.
81. Taken a picture: nope.
82. Listened to music: yea.
83. Kissed someone: nope.
84. Missing someone: yea.

I'm done at 9.09pm.

---

1.Does anyone know your password to your email?
* erm. dont think so. but it's very easy to guess lmao =x

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
* erm. i think. big mac meal?

3. Are you an emotional person?
* yea.

4. Do you like your name?
* erm. not really.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
* yea. lols.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
* yea.

7. What was the last thing you did?
* some survey.

8. Who is right next to you ?
* no one.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
* erm. tpp.

10. What song are you listening to right now?
* I'LL BE THERE BY TVXQ =)

11. How's the weather right now?
* cool. very.

12. Last person who called you today?
* nobody called.

14. Last song you sang?
* i'll be there. lols.

15. Last time you danced?
* long time ago. college dance wtf.

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
* yea. wtf. idiot.

18. Last thing you ate?
* hokkien mee.

19. Been really depressed before?
* yea. really depressed.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
* no.

21. What time did you wake up today?
* 5.45am.

22. Current taste?
* no taste?

23. Who is the person that posted this
survey?
* erm. patricia?

24. What are you wearing right now?
* sarawak tee and shorts.

25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
* erm no?

26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
* eh. everything.

27.Where are you right now?
* study room.

28. What date and day is it?
* 31oct.

29. Did you go anywhere today?
* sch, and then opp coffeeshop for lunch.

30. What did you do there?
* op then lunch.

31. How old are you?
* 16 going 17.

33. Are you mature or immature?
* both.

34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
* no? i'll probably get killed or something. lols.

35. Are you an only child?
* nope. tsk.

36. Where do you go shopping?
* dont usually go shopping.

37. Do you like where you work?
* no? nv work before.

38. Do you like books?
* erm. maybe.

39. Do you want to get married?
* yep.

40. To whom?
* the right one, duh. =.=

` jungyunho

KUROSAGI~

2006-10-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

I've finally finished watching kurosagi! xDD YAY.
the ending was... haix. didn't expect such an ending though.
there'll be a sequel. ARGH. hope i'll get to watch it.
KUROSAGI MUST SEEK REVENGE~! i hope he kills mikimoto. idiot.

Kurosagi playlist

uploaded by shesaidoi @ youtube.

can't get enough of yamapi. im gonna watch dragon zakura next. =) i saw the dvd in erm. poh kim @ bishan. went OMO. lols. xDD hua chi. totally.

` jungyunho

LOL

2006-10-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

omo. i woke up at eh 11.37am today wtf. T__T wasted 2 hours of my life sleeping. LOL.

did what i am suppose to do today. typed out the q&a... and then try answering them oh wtf... that's like. LAME. T_T some questions are common sense. xD

ANYWAY...

[Game] SuJu mini drama episode 2 (eng sub)

credits: (more can be found on the site)

translator : gina
timer: munkey
uploader: formula17

I HAD A GOOD LAUGH. ROFL. kangin was hilarious. OMFG. jaesung go watch. his shy side appeared. his monstrous side appeared also. ROFL. ryuwook is just so cute. why didn't yesung join in! ARGH. it would be damn cute la... ryuwook and yesung. *coughs*

and on the side bar... some vids to watch also. =)) go watch prince. quite lame, but funny. LOL.

watched kurosagi epi 9. ARGH. yamapi. tsk.

okie. have to practice op. T__T and i completed the slides!!!! wah.

` jung yun ho ~

updated list of dramas

2006-10-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

because i always forget what i watched.... -.-

kdrama:

bright girl success (jang hyuk, jang nara)
autumn in my heart (song seung hyun, song hye gyo, won bin)
my love patzzi (lee jae won, lee rae won, jang nara)
*spring waltz (erm, dont know their name, but got siwon, daniel henney)
*18 vs 29 (ryo su young)
save the last dance for me (eugene, jisung)
a love to kill (jung ji hoon, shin mina?)
full house (song hye gyo, jung ji hoon)
bad family (got heechul) - only in korea.
goong (yoon eun hye, joo ji hoon, kim jung hoon)
*im sorry, i love you (so ji sub)
glass slippers (lee hyun joo, so ji sub, han jae shi?)
summer scent (so ye jin, song seung hyun)
sweet 18 (lee dong gun, lee ji hye)
lovely kim sam soon (hyun bin, daniel henney, jung ri won)
wonderful life (eugene, lee jae won)

jdrama:

*nobuta wo produce (kame, yamapi)
*kurosagi (yamapi, and that girl in nobuta wo produce)

going to watch .....

kdrama:

delightful girl chunhyang (jae hee)
my sister in law is 19
sangdoo let's go to school (jung ji hoon)
my girl (lee jun ki)
super rookie (mun jung hyuk)
alone in love (gam woo sung, son ye jin) - maybe xD
Attic cat (kim rae won) - maybe
only you
loving you
goong II (se7en!! it's a totally different storyline. PEOPLE GO WATCH OK. it'll be out in january)

jdrama:

my boss my hero
dragon zakura (tomohisa yamashita, teppei from watz)
~~kurosaki (tomohisa yamashita)~~
oyaji
ouran high school host club (anime -.-)

tdrama:

ko one (jiro wang, cant rmb)
tokyo juliet (wu zun, lin pei chen?)
smile pasta (cyndi wang ewww)

* recommended wth

You only love...

2006-10-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

Well well well.... im now crazy on 3rd album.

IT'S NICE! Who want? I lend you! You'll not regret. LOL. ok too hyper... -.-

was supposed to do the op slides. but heck, slack first! =x dont worry, i will finish it before tuesday.

3rd album 3rd album 3rd album! OMO.

I finished watching SPRING WALTZ. It was damn nice. What a nice ending... yay.

Spring Waltz playlist

GO WATCH OK! not sure if you can watch it like that. if you can't, you got to create an account first, then add some users as friends. =) i didnt upload them myself of cos.

i am gonna watch sangdoo next. then my girl. lols. if i can find chun hyang im gonna watch chun hyang first. lols. DRAMAS. omo i love watching dramas. =x no wonder im so drama aka zi dao zi yan. xD sokay.

ARGHH. ok.

ta ri apu keh chu keh seo yo - my leg is super painful! =x (not the real romanization. at least i understand and know how to pronounce. LOL)

` jung yun ho

death note

2006-10-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

HOHO DEATH NOTE.

abrupt (whatever spelling) ending. =.= tsk. heard that there will be part 2 right? i am so gonna watch. hopefully it wont turn out to be something lame again. =x

sian. so tired. tml band.

tsk.

3rd album tml! YAY. i'll be there.

` jung yun ho

commendation day

2006-10-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

TSK. OMO.

commendation day today. for a moment i felt like drowning myself in the turtle pond. that emcee actually missed someone's name and read my name when that guy in front of me was collecting the prize. wtf. i stoned and stared. and then i realised everybody was staring at me and i quickly went up to collect. WTF. idiots. he read too fast la. since when did tay min become a guy. somemore sharmin holding on to my prize, havent even pass to tat stick man yet. OMO. T_T provided entertainment to those who laughed. ok paranoid. lols.

after all these, we went to take our hampers.

best cg award 2nd runner up
top arts class

WOOHOO. seriously till now i still don't know how we made it to the best cg award. =.= HOW DID WE MAKE IT?!?! 3 distinct groups among us. hahas. whatever. i didnt take all the ferrero. lols. the smell of it makes me wanna puke omo. =x hai xi.

then ogl briefing. philip tan say we must be HIGH and HAPPENING. we must make those freshmans like us, and most importantly, like sr. =.= like everyone is gonna stay in sr after the jae. aigoo. sokay. at least for that short 3 months they will be staying.

after all these, tpp (minus poopma tsk) went compasspoint. my first time there. wtf. suagu. T_T there's nothing much there. except for this romantic foodcourt. siao. so dark. wanna save electricity is it. the design there is quite cool lah. but they should on the lights. =.=

reading that chinese thing just now. that set of things that we are supposed to do. yea. and i fell asleep wtf.

chinese - 3 nov
pw op - 6 nov
i and r - 7 nov
gpf - 14 nov

HOLIDAY lessons - 16 nov to 24 nov

"free" days 25 nov - 29 nov

ogl camp - 30 nov to 2 dec
cousin's wedding - 3 dec
nz trip - 3 dec to 10 dec
"free" days = 11 dec - 17 dec
wasbe band fest (hopefully) - 18 dec - 21 dec
free - 22 dec onwards ( i think )

hoho. guess im gonna be busy.

death note tml. hoho. finally. =.=

went to youtube. suddenly feel like watching hug mv again. LOL. omo. cant stand watching it. THEY LOOK SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO YOUNG. T__T now that i look back, i think that we are all quite childish. LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfn_6VtJWwY&mode=related&search=
^ 2004

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zv67XWet7sc
^ 2006

LOOK HOW MUCH THEY HAVE CHANGED!!! ASDFGHJKL; they are all men now. woohoo. look at how cute they were last time. not that they are not cute now, it's just that you know, different category already. LOL.

sokay. i still like them anyway. wait till i collect my 3rd album! HEH. i didn't download any songs except for O, and watched I'll be there perf on youtube. both are damn nice. OMOOOO.

` jung yun ho

tiredddd.

2006-10-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!

luckily i did not screw up op today. =) they said that i was like a bullet train. okie. i shall slow down. omgomgomg monday we got to present without our scripts. i sure die even though i've already memorised the whole thing. T__T it's totally different down there. with so many pairs of eyes staring at you, you're just gonna forget what you wanna say.

WAHHH.

nothing much these days. tsk. chinese lesson was super boring. that cai lao shi wanna lengthen her presentation or something, talk a whole load of rubbish. ARGH. somemore she ask us not to lo suo. tsk. look who's talking. =.=

focus group was ... boring. T_T argh. i think the two vps are just there for the sake of being there. actually it dont really make a difference. as in they can't motivate us much. it really depends on us. why is people so negative about mrs kok? i think she's quite ok. abit naggy only. that's like the same for all principals. LOL. tsk. she's leaving to woodlands ring sec. wonder who will be our next principal. hope it'll be someone nice. lols. like mdm aini. xDD

it's like 5 months more to syf. our band is not doing anything at all, from my point of view that is. where is our set piece? where is our choice piece? we don't even have the number to go for syf. wait for the next batch of jc1s? it'll be march, and that's like too late. T__T not good for me to comment... haix. i wonder where did all the passion go. where are the good old band days. where is the motivation.

ARGH.

` jung yun ho . . .

breaking down.

2006-10-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

on the verge of breaking down.

i actually cried when i saw the amount of work i have to do. not that it is alot.

maybe i'm crazy, ya, must be, i'm crazy.

forget it.

op stress.

2006-10-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

i am gonna have pimples again. T__T damn stress. wah.

i screwed up op, again. T__T

i am so scared. that i am going to pull my whole group down just because i cant fucking speak in front of crowd. WAH.

gonna try my best i guess. T__T

` jungyunho

OMO. STUPID PEOPLE.

2006-10-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

asdfajglaskdjflksdf : to this certain person, though i think that you will not come and visit my oh-so-humble blog, i still wanna tell you that if you disturb my friend again, i promise you're gonna live everyday with me sulking upon seeing your damn face. JUST SHUT UP. It's so simple, since you're damn fucking smart then why don't you get it? Just what do you gain by doing all those spastic things? You're so sadistic... really. You, belinda and juliet are totally, perfect matches. Good that all of you have each other... so go away and enjoy the company of each other, shut up and don't ever come near us. SPASTIC.

and yet another spastic crap who insulted sharmin. omfg. you're the worse. well maybe not. OMO. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!! RUDE PEOPLE! Why don't you tell her your results? GLAMOROUS? since when did you learn such big words? =.= totally.

no, i am not looking down at anyone.

basically i hate all those who did super well, come in front of me and try to act humble, which is totally not the case at all. omo. this is gonna be the death of me. T___T

tpp so ke lian. always surrounded by such ppl. T_T OMO.

divine intervention. please, do some justice to us! we promise to be good citizens. i promise not to be as crazy as sharmin. =)

omo. watever.

OMO.

2006-10-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!

I got a 'S' for math! OMO. MATH. I know there is nothing to be proud of... =.= but a person like me, who got U`s for both mid year and promos... it is already very good to be able to get a S already. T__T the moment i saw that overall no one failed maths, i cried. omo DIU LIAN. =x

Other than chinese, i am uncertain about passing the other subjects. it seems so impossible to pass econs now. T__T i totally lost 12 marks. Thanks for choosing the wrong question. ARGH. Stupid me. Geog. Abit impossible also. T___T ARGHHH. okie. We are gonna check all our papers tml. I'm scared like hell now. Gonna lose sleep again, for sure.

Today math ended before 10am. Then philip tan announced that no one is allowed to leave college until 12.30. wth. almost fell asleep in the library. then sharlen took some books, so i end up reading this book about this five year old boy who got sexually abused by... ok i dont know who coz i havent read until that part yet. the best is he became so traumatised that he doesnt wanna talk, so it makes investigation real hard to carry out. T__T poor thing. somemore his mother is a prosecutor who handled many child rape cases before. OMO. ok i think i am like typing out the story here. =.=

OP rehearsal tomorrow. My group didnt even do powerpoint. don't know what is there to add. ROZELLS will be there to supervise. OMO. I sure die. T___T

anyway, heard from audrey that there's a report on cna about yunho's case. ROFL. okie, there's nothing to laugh about. thanks to this lady, yunho became even more popular now. =.=

` jungyunho

bored.

2006-10-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

ARGH! The haze is so so so bad! I suffered from breathing difficulties already. T__T gonna die soon. Please, farmers in indonesia or whatever, STOP BURNING THE FORESTS, damnit. =.= We'll all die together. What is the use of making more money when you'll suffer from all sorts of respiratory diseases later just because you keep burning and burning?! ARGHH. gosh.

Today was quite boring. Ainon went through gp paper. gosh. there's totally no hope. lols. i flunked paper 2. My answers and the standard answers don't match at all. T__T paper one i did the question on 'Love is all that you need to be happy' Is this true? ok something like that. Good that i didn't go off and make it into an absolute exceptions format. =.= tsk. but then my arguments are weak. T__T

After gp, those who don't take h2 maths have like 3 and half hours break. =.= went to library to slack. was supposed to do i and r. but i end up going to forums, friendsters. and winglin died again. i was so irritated. wanted to read jane's story looooo. arghhh.

we waited until 1.30pm for chinese to start. should have ponned it. they are gonna upload the answers on aspire. TSK. totally wasted my time there. fell asleep, and drew some nonsense with my left hand. envy me, im ambidextrous. at least i think so. LOL.

still contemplating whether to go to school tomorrow or not. h1 maths, 8 to 10. after that, BREAKS, all the way until school ends. LAME SHIT.

` jungyunho~

yunho got poisoned.

2006-10-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

okie. i was shock. very.

Yesterday, some retard bought a drink for yunho. she added SUPER GLUE on the lid of the bottle. how great is that? she stated that she had no intentions of wanting to kill yunho. she just want to injure him, that's all. she didnt think that he will drink. she even wrote a hate note, but too bad, our innocent boy here did not even read that note and drank it. after that, he vomited and now he is in the hospital.

she turned in today, regretting what she have done. my point in, why do you even bother? yea, it's good that she has the courage to turn in, but what you told the police totally killed everyone. You hated yunho's singing, dances, everything, so much that you want to KILL him. And there, korean police declared that she had intentions to kill, just because she said that she's sorry.

everyone is angry at her. jaejoong, and even heechul. heechul scolded that girl so badly. this is the first time i've seen him so so so so angry man. he said, why dont you give me a drink with super glue then?

as if this incident is not enough to kill everyone, here's another one...

"you want us to look for you, you just have to wait, we'll take action soon.
what has jung yunho's matter go to do with you, you have been a pain in my ass
we'll watch read your cy everyday, and finally today we saw it."

credit to = original source.

OH DAMNIT.

now heechul, hankyung and kibum will be targeted.

"we'll make sure you cannot take it
if people around you are affected, you'll be hurt, isn't it?"

credit: original source.

you know how my heart is crying out now. T____T

quite angry. T___T

i don't care if you're an anti or whatever. WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO HARM SOMEONE ELSE?! No, if you don't like your mother, are you gonna put super glue in her drink, too? wtf. this is just, so not human. no, this is insanity, not what a normal person would do.

and you call that NO INTENTION TO KILL?!

why dont you drink super glue and see whether it will kill you or not? IT WILL NOT KILL! YOU ARE JUST GONNA INJURE YOURSELF. fuck. totally.

agitated. i like them. it hurts so much to see them being tortured like this. T__T to live in fear everyday, to lose trust in their "fans". it's is disgrace to us fangirls. really.

thanks for that, really. now dbsk and superjunior are not gonna trust us anymore.

` jung yun ho, get well soon. and, don't trust people too easily.

enjoyable!

2006-10-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

woohoo. woke up at 10am something today. didn't even wanna wake up. T__T wah.

after that went for band lo... next week whole week no band. except on friday. tsk. haix. really. how to go to syf like that? T__T dont mind me, but band was quite boring today. went through chorale and tuning. tsk. what happen man. i totally lost my tuning.

after band went out with dmhz. heh. enjoyed it. thanks dear.

i am like falling asleep.... zzz.

` jung yun ho ~ colors of the heart

surveys.

2006-10-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

*Really Long Survey (over 200)*
What is your name?:	Tay Min
Are you named after anyone?:	no.
What's your screename?:	starvenus :)
Would you name a child of yours after you?:	no. i'll name my child YUN HO. xD
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:	zheng yu justin (i think, that's my bro's name -.-)
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:	erm... no one. i still like my name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:	YES. =.=
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:	no.
Basics
Your gender::	female.
Straight/Gay/Bi::	bi. i think. ROFL. just kidding.
Single?:	nope.
If not, do you want to be?:	what? be what? =.=
Birthdate::	17 december 1989
Your age::	16 +
Age you act::	243847324.
Age you wish you were::	17. =.=
Your height::	158.5cm. wth.
Eye color::	dark dark dark dark brown.
Happy with it?:	yes.
Hair color::	black.
Happy with it?:	yes. -.-
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::	ambidextrous. i think. LOL.
Your living arrangement::	what?
Your family::	grandma. father overseas. mother. sister. brother.
Have any pets?:	2 tanks of fishes.
Whats your job?:	student.
Piercings?:	2.
Tattoos?:	nahh.
Obsessions?:	JUNG YUN HO, TVXQ, KOREAN DRAMAS, JAPANESE DRAMAS. omo.
Addictions?:	the above.
Do you speak another language?:	teochew. LOL.
Have a favorite quote?:	yea.
Do you have a webpage?:	my blog counted? =.=
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:	yea? lameeee.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:	maybe. to some people only.
Do you have any secrets?:	yea.
Do you hate yourself?:	abit.
Do you like your handwriting?:	no. it's spastic.
Do you have any bad habits?:	alot. =x
What is the compliment you get from most people?:	compliment? erm... hardly.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:	MY LIFE. wtf lame.
What's your biggest fear?:	being seperated from my love ones.
Can you sing?:	no. =x
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:	no.
Are you a loner?:	sort of. LOL.
What are your #1 priorities in life?:	for now, studies. wtf. no life at all.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:	wat? =.=
Are you a daredevil?:	depends.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:	yea. quite alot.
Are you passive or agressive?:	both.
Do you have a journal?:	nope. used to have. lols. i laughed when i read thru all those. so childish omo.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:	erm. being patient and being impatient. LOL.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:	my bad habits. tsk. my IQ. too low. LOL.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:	well... maybe. lols.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:	erm... not very sure.
Do you think life has been good so far?:	yea. =)
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:	wat. =.= alot.
What do you like the most about your body?:	my whole body. duh. wtf.
And least?:	wat. my face then. LOL.
Do you think you are good looking?:	nope.
Are you confident?:	do you think i am? =.=
What is the fictional character you are most like?:	wat?
Are you perceived wrongly?:	yes. all the time. LOL.
Do You...
Smoke?:	nope.
Do drugs?:	nope.
Read the newspaper?:	nope. LOL.
Pray?:	sometimes.
Go to church?:	nope.
Talk to strangers who IM you?:	yea. end up scolding them most of the time. wth.
Sleep with stuffed animals?:	nope.
Take walks in the rain?:	nope.
Talk to people even though you hate them?:	yea. wth.
Drive?:	nope.
Like to drive fast?:	nope.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:	nah. i sound like a guy.
Hurt yourself?:	alot of times. not purposely of cos.
Been out of the country?:	yea.
Eaten something that made other people sick?:	maybe?
Been in love?:	yea.
Done drugs?:	nope. repeated question. tsk.
Gone skinny dipping?:	nope.
Had a medical emergency?:	nope.
Had surgery?:	nope.
Ran away from home?:	tried to. LOL.
Played strip poker?:	nope.
Gotten beaten up?:	yea. wth.
Beaten someone up?:	nope. im so nice lo. xD
Been picked on?:	maybe.
Been on stage?:	yea.
Slept outdoors?:	yes.
Thought about suicide?:	nope.
Pulled an all nighter?:	wat?
If yes, what is your record?:	=.=
Gone one day without food?:	nope. i will die without food.
Talked on the phone all night?:	nope.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:	with my brother.
Slept all day?:	half of the day.
Killed someone?:	nope.
Made out with a stranger?:	nope.
Had sex with a stranger?:	nope. wat kind of question is this. tsk.
Thought you're going crazy?:	yea. all the time.
Kissed the same sex?:	on the cheek. LOL.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:	nope. omo.
Been betrayed?:	yea.
Had a dream that came true?:	yea.
Broken the law?:	maybe.
Met a famous person?:	yea.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:	ants.
On purpose?:	ants.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:	nope.
Stolen anything?:	yea. lols.
Been on radio/tv?:	erm. no.
Been in a mosh-pit?:	wat?
Had a nervous breakdown?:	nope.
Bungee jumped?:	nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?:	yea. it was quite scary. incubus attack.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:	maybe.
Miracles?:	maybe. show me one! xD
Astrology?:	yea.
Magic?:	not really.
God?:	yep.
Satan?:	no.
Santa?:	lols. im not a toddler.
Ghosts?:	yea.
Luck?:	yea.
Love at first sight?:	yeps! <3>
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:	yepp.
Witches?:	erm. yea.
Easter bunny?:	wat? no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:	yep.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:	no. lols.
Do you wish on stars?:	yea. =.=
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:	yeps.
Do you think God has a gender?:	nope.
Do you believe in organized religion?:	nope.
Where do you think we go when we die?:	i dont know. somewhere.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:	yep.
Who is your best friend?:	yang jae sung.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:	yang jae sung.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:	cant rmb. LOL.
Your favourite inside joke?:	joke? alot.
Thing you're picked on most about?:	wat? dont understand. lols.
Who's your longest known friend?:	idy.
Newest?:	newest. erm... dont know.
Shyest?:	i dont know.
Funniest?:	SHARMIN. XIANGQI. aiya, whole of tpp.
Sweetest?:	hahaha. dmhz.
Closest?:	jaesung. tpp.
Weirdest?:	sharmin. xD
Smartest?:	tpp minus me.
Ditziest?:	wat?
Friends you miss being close to the most?:	my tmg mates.
Last person you talked to online?:	eh. still talking to them now.
Who do you talk to most online?:	daryl. sharmin.
Who are you on the phone with most?:	sms la. jaesung and daryl.
Who do you trust most?:	tpp. daryl. jaesung.
Who listens to your problems?:	the above.
Who do you fight most with?:	my sister i think.
Who's the nicest?:	me. kidding. erm... i dont know.
Who's the most outgoing?:	sharmin. sharlen. xiangqi.
Who's the best singer?:	jyh.
Who's on your shit-list?:	OHHHH. birdshit. juliet. one more. joyce. wtf.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:	no?
Who's your second family?:	tpp.
Do you always feel understood?:	nope.
Who's the loudest friend?:	coughs. almost everyone in tpp.
Do you trust others easily?:	not really.
Who's house were you last at?:	my house. LOL. ermmm. cant rmb.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::	i dont know.
Do your friends know you?:	maybe. maybe not.
Friend that lives farthest away::	xiangqi. she's moving though. still far. LOL.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:	maybe not.
What do you find romantic?:	i dont know.
Turn-on?:	i dont know.
Turn-off?:	i dont know.
First kiss?:	i dont know.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:	freak out.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:	knowing them first.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:	yea.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:	yep.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:	nope.
What is best about the opposite sex?:	personality.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:	personality.
What's the last present someone gave you?:	some bath gel. zhu gave me. lols.
Are you in love?:	yep.
Do you consider your significant other hot?:	yes. xD
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:	haunted? omo. may koh.
You wanted to kill?:	those in my shit list. ROFL. nah. just kidding.
That you laughed at?:	those in my shit list. wth. ok i sounded so crude.
That laughed at you?:	everyone. T__T
That turned you on?:	=.= no one lah.
You went shopping with?:	shopping. eh. no one.
That broke your heart?:	cant rmb. i dont wanna rmb.
To disappoint you?:	cant rmb. i dont wanna rmb.
To ask you out?:	eh. cant rmb.
To make you cry?:	my sister. omg diu lian.
To brighten up your day?:	daryl.
That you thought about?:	my friends.
You saw a movie with?:	jaesung.
You talked to on the phone?:	cant rmb. erm. sharmin. abt pw. wth.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:	still talking lahhh.
You saw?:	sharmin.
You lost?:	my grandfather.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:	nope.
Will it be with your significant other?:	nope.
Or some random person?:	wat?
What are you wearing right now?:	teeshirt and shorts.
Body part you're touching right now::	nothing?
What are you worried about right now?:	promos result.
What book are you reading?:	no book.
What's on your mousepad?:	no mousepad.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::	i dont know, dont ask.
Are you bored?:	yea. that's why im doing this.
Are you tired?:	yeaa..
Are you talking to anyone online?:	yea..
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:	nope.
Are you lonely or content?:	somewhere in the middle.
Are you listening to music?:	yea.
Take this survey \| Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

eww why is that format like this. =.=

One.

2006-10-12T17:09:00.000+08:00

08. One
translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

[Youngwoong] The I had about tomorrow, have suddenly arrived with the touch of your hands
It may be too latel; I wasn't able to say when I've been keeping my feelings hidden

[Xiah] What do you feel? What do you feel, behind those eyes that look toward the future
Is it all mine? I think I'm alive. Thank you for giving me everything.

*[all] Someday I´ll lay my love on you. Baby I don´t wanna lose it now.
[Micky] Just one, there's only you
[Youngwoong] Let each day be like the first time we met
[Xiah] You're the reason I live
[all] These feelings are only for you
[Choikang] You know

[Yunho] The past days tell me, that love can be for eternity
[Choikang] At the end of each day, wait for me. I'm so happy loving you

[all] We can last forever, anywhere in the world
[Choikang] Just one, there's only you
[Micky] My one and only love
[Yunho] There's no one else besides you
[all] I know this, I'll believe it [Xiah] For eternity

[Youngwoong] How did you find me, among all these people? I'm moving towards you now
[Micky]I pray for this love to be true, now matter where we are
miss you, my baby you
[Choikang] Stay with me a moment longer
[Xiah] Like a lie, live around time
[Yunho] Throughout each changing day...

*[all] Someday I´ll lay my love on you. Baby I don´t wanna lose it now.
[Youngwoong] Just one, there's only you
[Choikang] Let each day be like the first time we met
[all] You're the reason I love, these feelings are only for you
[Xiah] You know

credits: www.aheeyah.com

i love love love this song. =))

` jungyunho.

2006-10-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

omo.

i thought i lost my pencil case. ic and thumb drive inside.

luckily i found it. it was under the table. don't know how it got there though. wtf.

SCARE ME. T___T i can't take shocks you know.

`jungyunyunyunhooooo.

east coast. heh.

2006-10-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

omo. okie. i didnt blog for like dont know how many days. promos is over! YAY. heh.

today sharlen sharmin xiangqi daryl and me went to east coast.

omo.

cycle until now i cannot walk. LOL. whole body in pain wthhhhhh.

then put too much counterpain le. ROFL. now dont know whether it's burning or it's cold. cant open my eyes coz of the cream. the only thing i can smell now is counterpain. i am taking lots of effort to like type this out.

OMO.

it was fun. gonna try roller blading next time. i'll need to prepare 2 tubes of counterpain then. LOL.

oh ya. saw SOMETHINGS today. =.= totally. despicable. TSK.

` jungyunho~

2006-10-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

i got pimples... T____T

stupid promos. DIE!!!!

ma shi keh teur seh yo. - man man xiang yong.
yeh - i will.
im full, thanks - jal meo keo seup mi da, kamsahamnida

` JUNG YUNHO, SARANGHAE~

all rise!

2006-09-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

SIAN. TML LITERATURE PP1 - OTHELLO + COMPARATIVE POEMS ON RELATIONSHIPS.

sian. why is it always on relationships?! wtf. totally.

im so dead. havent study finish. WAH.

SOMEMORE THERE'S CHINESE TML WTF. DIDNT EVEN TOUCH. HAVE TO DEPEND ON GOD'S GRACE THEN. T__T

did shit loads of things to like erm, de-stress. xD

from sharmin's blog ~

Your Dating Purity Score: 100%

You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

` JUNG YUN HO!

flutters.

2006-09-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

asdfghjkl; asdfghjkl;

uoiweroiuwepp asdfjsladfjlsjdf ?!

asdjfsakjfklasjdlkfjlksjad xm.zmcxvmlweqipierpower ~!

wah. anyhow type also got one "power" come out. =.=

anyway, i feel quite aldjsflkdsjflkjsadkf xcvm,.zxcmsjdflkjasdlkfjlasdjf lkjioweuroiwerxm.,cmvoweir now. T___T

` yunyun.

anti belinda.

2006-09-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

rmb 22sept okie. =))

okie. tpp conference + morgan just now.

to this certain someone, please do not spread rumors about us spreading rumors about you spreading rumors about morgan + some shiats.

one more time and i'll shout at you. i thought by banging and slamming things you'll get the signal, but no, you don't. Apparently you have a thick skull and a gamma proof brain. oh well, sad isn't it?

TEAM PARTY POOPERS JUST WANT SOME PEACE. DEAR LORD, PLEASE GRANT US SOME PEACE... T___T

i just love yunho. well, perhaps not love, but just this very strong affection. sounds gross. okie. i shall stop it. if not i'll sound like those xiia0 gurrllx out there. ewws.

` love ya.

project work sucks

2006-09-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

promos coming. it's just next thursday. i don't know why i keep thinking that gp is on a saturday. =.= so stupid, it's on thursday. AIGOO.

pw is driving me mad. my eom, omg. =x screwed up some parts. don't wanna bother already. kept on reducing the words until just nice 600 words. AISHH. After eom is written report. that one can slowly but still must rush. T___T after that, OP. wah. one after another. wtf man.

thanks so much for creating project work. moulding the future of our nation? HA! (btw rozels told us how this phrase is a metaphor -.-) it's just extra work and stress. it does not promote creativity at all. well, it does but what's there to create? somemore it's you write proposal just to READ, and not to execute it, therefore wasting our time thinking of all the ideas. WTF. PW IS JUST A WASTE OF CURRICULUM TIME. THEREFORE ABOLISH PW!!!!

some people just cannot be bothered. they just do not put in effort to do things and wait to be spoonfed. what am i? someone for you to boss around? at least show me that you've got the heart to learn. -.- totally. i hate people with super bad memories. or at least they claimed. you tell them the meaning of this word, how to pronounce, how is it used, the next moment they'll forget totally. wtf is this you tell me.

please please i beg, gain some self awareness. please allow team party poopers to have some peace. we need it real bad. and please, do not shout my name any where, any time, i dont want everyone to know my name. i HATE it when you do that.

and no. i am not talking behind your back. if you are unsure of what is going on, i'll tell you. the whole of tpp cant stand you, and by writing this is my blog, i am talking directly to you. =.= somethings are just meant to be, no matter how hard you try to stop it from happening, it will still happen. so don't say that we are using propagandas.

i wanna end my entry on a happier note. actually there's nothing to be happy abt. T__T

` saranghaeyo yunho

super junior

2006-09-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR's MIRACLE ON YES 93.3! YAY! lols. first time. CHJH's song also on. THEY ARE GETTING FAMOUS.... *starts dreaming*

I have been doing pw since erm, 7.45pm. just finished. nah, i havent do the content page. have no idea how to do. T____T god, kill that teacher who suggested pw. MOULDING THE FUTURE OF OUR NATION. i think it's more like chasing away the future of our nation. More and more people are going overseas to study. Yes, you may think that they will still come back, but i say they wont. life in singapore is so stressful. More foreigners here to fight for jobs GOSH. -.- Why people dont wanna have kids? HA! They don't want their kids to suffer from the stupid education system. ARGH.

havent do gp yet. die. wtf.

tml going to punggol park. have to wake up at 5am. T___T take the 6.15am bus. and then transfer take 82. asdfjlasdjfljlfkjlsadkjfsaf. WAH. heard that neeed to run 2.4k. oh no.

` love yunho...

=) 100 ques.

2006-09-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

Myself
001. Real Name: tay min.
002. Nickname: starvenus (copyright to me), min.
003. Single or taken: single.
004. Zodiac Sign: snake/sagittarius.
005. Male or Female: female.
006. Elementary School: pei chun public school.
008. How many buddies on your list: buddies? lots.
009. friendster name: m i n
010. Occupation: student.
011. Hair Color: black.
012. Hair long or short: shoulder length.
013. Best feature: eh. i dont know. up to you to decide.
014. Eye Color: black.
015. Are you health freak: dont think so. i just dont like salty and sweet stuffs. lols.
016. Height: 158.5cm.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: not really. unless you count jyh in.
018. Do you like yourself: maybe.
019. Braces: used to wear. now wearing retainer.
020. Think you're awesome: nah.
021. Piercings: 1 pair.
022. Tattoo: none. and i dont want.
023. Surgery: no.
024. First thing you did todae: woke up.
025. First piercing: eh. about 6.
026. First best friend: jaesung.
027. First Award: tsk. syf central judging counted?
028. First Sport: basketball. surprise. -.-
029. First pet: dogs.
030. First vacation: erm. bintan? japan?
031. First Concert: SHINHWA. =)
032. First love: not yet.

Favorites
033. movie: cant think of any.
034. song: all shinhwa songs at the moment.
035. Color: all shades of blue. green. purple.
036. Music: erm. kpop and jpop.
037. Season: all the seasons~
038. Food: all kinds.
039. Drink: plain water.
040. Body part not on the face: legs.
041. Cartoon: cant think of any.
042. piece of clothing: that blue mickey shirt.
043. Brand Of Clothing: brandless.
044. Thing you sleep with: my bolster (most important coughs), my pillow, my blanket.
045. Favorite School: ftpss. =) and srjc.
046. Favorite Animal: dolphins.
047. Favorite Book: right now. textbooks. nah. not really my favourite but i dont have a choice.
048. Favorite Magazine: all that feature kpop and jpop lols.

currently
049. I'm Eating: nothing.
050. I'm drinking: nothing.
051. I'm about to: study. like real. lols.
052. Listening to: sehweoleui heunjeok da beorigo by eric and lyn.
053. Waiting for: to finish this. xD
054. Thinking of: YUNHO YUNHO YUNHO YUNHO~
055. Doing before this survey: erm. cant remember. xD
056. Watching: this?
057. Wearing: shirt and shorts. =.=

Your Future
058. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: in either poly or uni.
059. Kids: erm. 2. maybe none. lols.
060. Want to be Married: of cos.
061. Career in Mind: police.

Which is better with the Opposite Gender
062. Lips or Eyes: eyes.
063. Hugs or Kisses: hugs. actually both.
064. Shorter or Taller: taller than me.
065. Romantic or Spontaneous: erm combination of both.
066. Nice stomach or nice arms: o.o does that matter?
067. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive.
068. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship.
069. Sweet or Caring: both =)
070. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: erm. none.

Have you ever
071. Kissed a Stranger: no.
072. Drank bubbles: nah.
073. Lost glasses/contacts: yea. -.-
081. Ran away from home: tried to. LOLS.
082. Broken a bone: no.
083. Got an X-ray: ya.
084. Broken someones Heart: maybe.
086. Turned Someone Down: nah. dont have the chance to yet lmao.
087. Cried When Someone died: yea. secretly. lmao.
088. Cried at school: yea. diu lian.

Do You Believe In
089. God: yeps.
090. Miracles: sadly, no. prove to me.
091. Love at first sight: yes. lols.
093. Aliens: show me one and i'll believe.
094. Magic: erm. not really.
095. Heaven: not really.
096. Santa Claus: please la. =.=
097. Sex on the first date: no.
098. Kissing on the first date: no.
099. Angels: maybe.

Answer Truthfully
100. Is there someone You Want to be with right now?: maybe? im not sure also.

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

ok forget it the picture wont show. alsdjlfjsalfkjsdf.

`` jung yun ho rocks my whole world. saranghamnida.

SHINHWA CONCERT

2006-09-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

"SAY LA ~ SAY LA LA LA ~ SAY SHINHWA ~ SAY SARANG HAE ~ " junjin.

shinhwa first concert in singapore, 10 sept 2006, 8pm, singapore indoor stadium.

WOOHOO. so high yesterday.

sungie went to queue at 8am, then huichi as my reserve. LOLS. thanks ya. i reached at about 11am something. then they were like sorting out the original place coz some AHJUMMAS cut queue. -.- it was like raining and then people just take the chance to cut. wah. then why even bother to queue? just cut la. -.- was so pissed. LOLS. after that, we were shifted into the inner waiting area. damn noisy. sat there for like the whole day until 7.30pm. LOLS.

i so swear that i'm never gonna forget yesterday night. =) after we gave our tickets and checked our bags, we dashed into the indoor stadium and stick ourselves to the fences in the middle. LOLS! perfect view. we were not in front but at least we're at the side. can see them most of the time. LOLS. hate how some people try to push us away and take our place. luckily im not weak ok. aish.

before they came out, there are two screens which played their mvs. and then fans just scream when it's their favourite member's scene. damn lmao. it was as if they are looking at the real person. LOLS.

lug came out first. i scream like siao can. their voices are really amazing. it's like sgwannabe type of voice. so nice!!! all got yunyun hairstyle. there's this bass guitar (i think so) which has Attack's hairstyle. so nice. WAH. after that, they darken the lights and shinhwa was like behind the big big screen at the center. WE SCREAMED LIKE SIAO. LOLS.

their first song was erm... i can't remember. Perfect man? xD after that they introduced themselves. WAH. annyoung haseyo, shinhwa imnida. followed by individual speeches. LOLS.

minwoo - the girls in singapore are beautiful. everyone of you here is my girlfriends. ROFL.
junjin - i love you. *everybody laughs*

they are like so cute.... *drools* coughs. really changed my impression of dongwan. he's so funny and entertaining. the fans were liking swaying our hands. and then he swayed with us. LOLS. after that i dont know what happen but he suddenly laughed while he was singing. LMAO. so cute.

minwoo danced some obscene stuffs. coughs. bump. coughs. =x shall not say anything about it. LOLS. the other fans enjoyed it.

then junjin and andy were like playing during brand new perf. LOLS. they danced together. ANDY LOOK REALLY GOOD IN REAL PERSON. i like his hairstyle yesterday.

they got zi dao zi yan also. it's like junjin said - i love you. so now the next song we'll perform... then dongwan cut in and said he've got something to say. then hyesung was like that smiley look, -im very sorry, but they are abit... xD very funny. zi dao zi yan. zi yan zi yu. LOLS.

anyway. also dont know what to write. hyesung junjin and andy threw down their towels at the PA ppl la. WALAU. gross. they used it to wipe their sweat. OMFG. why did they throw down. omgomgomg. LOLS.

eric went back yesterday night. minwoo hyesung andy dongwan were on the plane now if i am not wrong. junjin going back tomorrow. he'll be having his photoshoot here. so maybe you'll see him at vch, boat quay... WAH. too bad i got school lo. asdljfalsjdflsdf. LOLS.

heard that soul went yesterday. yea man. they should go. LOLS. see how they ruined ppl's song. TSK.

SHINHWA SANG EVERYTHING LIVE. LIVE. they sounded really good. just that dongwan got some parts off coz he got too excited lmao. their dancing, whoa, perfect.

memorable. shinhwa jjang. they are the perfect men. =)

already hallucinating about dongbangshinki coming le. LOLS.

`yunho ar!

shinhwa sarang.

2006-09-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

went to airport to see shinhwa yesterday. LOLS. me and sung went there at about eh, 6pm something ba.... it was a long wait T__T the things fangirls do to see their idols. LOLS.

was quite disappointed at how some singaporean fangirls behaved. it's a disgrace lo. it's like they were screaming there, way before shinhwa arrived. there's this girl in white who behaved totally like an ahlian. tsk. i think there were more china fangirls than singapore fangirls. haiz.

ok so i saw hyesung, junjin and dongwan. they were all wearing caps and a few wore shades. dongwan was like looking down? junjin gave that emotionless face. he was like staring in front. quite scary. hyesung wore shades and his skin is so fair LOLS. he looks younger in real person. I DIDNT SEE MINWOO! AISH. lols. why ar. i didn't see andy also. maybe they wear like some normal person and that's why i didnt see them. -.-

wanted to go home after that. but saw a crowd at the arrival gates, then ran there lmao. so unglam. it was LUG. they are so so so so so shuai can. very fair. it's a small crowd la. kind of sad coz only so little ppl noticed them. lug is a new band with 4 members. they have got yunyun's hairstyle. LOLS. totally whoa. my lousy hp cannot take pics. so i walked beside them all the way to their coach lo. can't wait to see them. when i saw them i was quite excited. even more excited than when i saw shinhwa. LOLS. really omg.

was quite happy and hwaitch. then smile at everyone i saw after that. -.- siao. took 53 back to bishan. there's this little boy on the bus. SO CUTE CAN. then played with him until his mother not happy LOLS. jealous that i can make your son laugh until so happy ar? =x fated with kids. in the afternoon went to mcdonald with sharlen sharmin xiangqi audrey fiona and daryl. then saw this erm dont know girl or boy toddler. i was like waving at him/her. and he/she waved back! SO CUTE. and i was like eh, she/he is smiling at me leh! LOLS. totally bhb. but the rest also very bhb la. =x oops. -.-

remember the days where me sung shuang nellie went to the library to "MUG" coughs. in actual fact we went there to wave at babies LOLS. without their parents knowing. now i've reached the top level. waving at kids in front of their parents. DIU LIAN. LOLS.

sian. class bbq later. =) gonna chiong geog.

` JUNG YUN HO!

rip.

2006-09-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

may you rest in peace, steve irwin. you will always be remembered by the world because of your passion towards animals. i love your zoo.

okie what do i wanna blog.... erms. ok on monday, after chinese, we went to mcdonalds to erm eat and do chinese =x. then all of the sudden, this mother shouted at her 3 girls in mcdonald. it was so damn loud that it shocked everyone of us there. imagine. the whole mcdonald quieten down. LOLS. she's just mad and keep on scolding her children. T___T then this lady went up and told her "i can't stand you being so fierce". that mad woman scolded her "if you don't like then get out of here". walau ehs. so drama can. many times i have the urge and go up to her and ask her to SHUT UP. -.- like we were doing chinese? she's shouting damn loudly. maybe she's down with depression. yes scold in public. can you imagine what she will do to her children back home? *shivers*

OMG. i am a slacker. i hate myself. i hate how i have short attention span. T___T WAH. so many things to be completed before sch reopens. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

anyway. saw yunyun's new pic. DAMN HAWT. *drools* and yea. that feeling is back! LOLS. =) sometimes i just wish he's a normal boy. wahhhh. then i can stalk him for all i want. LOLS. saw new albums at cdrama. gonna buy! YESSS. heard that there are alot of advertisements about tvxq now. OMG. soon, they'll appear on the big big screen in tp interchange and sommerset and many many places! ARGHHHHHH. they are the KINGS. =)

--

aigoo. some people are really childish. LOLS. =x

` jung yun ho, saranghamnida.

tsk.

2006-09-03T17:07:00.000+08:00

okie. got to redo eom again. wth.

headache.

email chu seo gga eoddeohkeh twaeyo? - what is your email?

cheonhwa ponho jusoo isseoyo - can i have your number?

tml chinese test. wth. didn't study much. the passages are super long. zzz. totally. fail lo. grrrrr. and chinese compo. i have no idea what to write. T____T

` jungyunho. love ya.

erms

2006-09-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

hoooo. changed my blogskin again. love it, read the words on the left. HEH HEH. kind of fit in my situation eh? ROFL.

she told other people that we are EVIL. =) oh wells. i'm throwing her words back to her. anyway, changed my mind. i don't want her to apologise. like what neoyuan said, sorry is cheap. i kind of disagree at first. but looking at the situation now, she dont deserve my respect. she banned me and shaylynn to sfc. like wtf? she don't have any reason to ban us! tsk. that is like abusing admin authority. so how do ya feel? the joy and triumph of banning ppl. oh goodness, finally you got the chance to ban ppl!!! shaylynn did not even do anything and she banned her. PURRRRR LEASE!!!!!!!! immature. anyway, im not gonna care anymore lols. dealing with ppl like her is a waste of my precious time. like what i've said, I AM NOT AS FREE AS YOU, LEONG WANJUN. wanna find her? go to my friendster - COREA LEONG (sharmin said she needs cornea =x), add her. she's in nanyang poly, multimedia and infor comm. something like that. want her hp? i can give you.

argh. i can't go forumer. operation time out. i was damn fed up. WASTED SO MUCH TIME RESTARTING MY COM. end up still cannot go. TSK. wth man.

jungyunho ` back to you.

heh.

2006-09-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

sian. woke up at 1pm today like wtf. -.- omg. i am such a pig. tsk. did nothing useful today. except playing icecream machine which i broke high score again. 9190. =) envy me!!! =x yay yay.

i am gonna make wanjun apologise to me. give her two weeks. if not, be prepared to face the music. don't ever say im a bitch. never bitch about me. especially you, wanjun. coz you know you can never out talk me. stop taking advantage of ppl. don't you dare to think that you can trample over me and get away with it.

peace.

im a fucker.

2006-09-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

you know what? great things always happen to me. =) yea right. as if.

okie. so yesterday was teachers' day celebrations. the concert was quite entertaining coz the emcees were so zi dao zi yan. gang yi and larry? o.o SO LAME. i was like glaring at them. =x okie. some band performed sweet child of mine. it was.... off key. lols. he started at the wrong key. but still good. =) after that was the carnival... erms. =x OKIE. after carnival, went back to ftp. almost whole of 4e2 was back. so nice. LOLS. after that mr tan treated me shuang huat sisi to swensens. omg thanks! sorry that i have to rush back to ftp band.

okie. something happened.

- ftp changed security guard. it is no longer jason jacob. but two new ones, one man one woman.
- they didnt let us in coz the clerk, mr quek said visiting hours is over.
- then we said we are going to band. he asked, WHO IS BAND. -.- then he took zhu's ezlink and talked to the walkie and said "a bunch of polytecnic CHILDREN....." walau eh.
- then he chased us out.
- not giving up, we went in again with micky coz he's wearing band t. again, damn security guards chased us out.
- then we called ms zaihana. she said we can go in.
- third time we went in, we said we got teacher's permission, then that stupid woman security guard ask dont know who. i heard "Dont let them in....." WATEVER. then she said the CLERK said cannot. cannot means cannot. then she used this stupid mocking tone and said BYE BYE with tat byebye hand sign and said see you again.
- AND THEY CLOSED THE SCHOOL GATE. THEY LOCKED IT.
- after that micky was like passing the valve oil to ain, and that security guard asked him where is he going. OMFG. why should he tell you?
- we ( me hilyah zhu may ain) were damn angry of cos. we decided to stand outside sch. LOLS.
- we stood there from like 4.20pm to 5.33pm. be amazed. and we were scolding them like siao. i was shouting like a mad woman. and i saw the two securities guards complaining to each other. LMAO. like what can you do? sue me?
- conclusion: ftp security guards suck. i am gonna complain. i'll make sure you die. see you again? no thanks. i mean there will be no next time coz you'll be sacked with this kind of lousy attitude. how dare you disrespect us. bloody hell.

NEXT. omg so many GOOD THINGS eh.

..o.X-FkYouthianx`]].x|+junsu aja fighting! wanjun aja fighting! TVfXQ SFC FIGHTING!! says:
HEY

..o.X-FkYouthianx`]].x|+junsu aja fighting! wanjun aja fighting! TVfXQ SFC FIGHTING!! says:
I M ANGRY THIS TIME

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
why?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
what happen?

FUCK LA!!! says:
pls

FUCK LA!!! says:
remove the family tree pics

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
huh?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
what pics?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
where?

FUCK LA!!! says:
whr other members go around posting the TVfXQ FAMILY PICS

FUCK LA!!! says:
AND CREDIT CASSIOPEIASG WHILE IS I DO ONE!!

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
can you like tell me what happen so that i can know

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
where they posted?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
i think i got what you mean

FUCK LA!!! says:
http://my.opera.com/s6t5/homes/albums/113660/1.jpg

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
coz last time you posted in our forum. since they found it on our forum, of cos they will credit us.

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
they didnt know that you shifted over to sft

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
sfc

FUCK LA!!! says:
SO NOW DELETE THAT URL

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
sorry, but we cant delete

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
it's posted there.

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
we wont delete it coz there is no reason for us to

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
the person did credit

FUCK LA!!! says:
SO?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
like you are also a member from cassiopeiasg?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
so why cannot credit?

FUCK LA!!! says:
I MEAN WANT YOU TO DELETE AAY THAT URL

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
you expect that member to know?

FUCK LA!!! says:
TT\\"S MY THING

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
sorry, but i wont

FUCK LA!!! says:
so you wan trouble rite?

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
nah. i'm not as free as you

FUCK LA!!! says:
FINE

FUCK LA!!! says:
THEY NEVER CREDIT MI FUCKER!!

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
like i said, you are part of cassiopeiasg

FUCK LA!!! says:
SO?

FUCK LA!!! says:
THE BIG DEAL IS

FUCK LA!!! says:
CASSIPEIASG IS NOT THE PERSON WHO DO IT IS MI!!!

hello jyh ^^ WHO is BAND? ftp security guards suck totally. says:
so?

Look at that man. haha.

okie. so that is a chatlog with this person call wanjun. im gonna tell stories again. Listen ppl. xD

I have this forum and she is one of my partner. and then don't know what happen she suddenly went to create another forum. ok so nvm, another forum. the problem is she name her forum SG CASSIOPEIA. and my forum name is CASSIOPEIASG. ok i know that's lame, but we argued because of the forum name. so nvm, i can forget about the forum name and all. the best part is, she copied everything i have in my forum. She directly copied MY RULES, I BLOODLY WROTE IT MYSELF, and she just take and copy paste it in her own forum. Then, she copied this official membership thing which i have in my forum. lastly, the layout of both forums are the same. SHE COPIED EVERYTHING.

and so i went to talked to her. i didn't talk to her about copying. i just say the layout and membership form. she said, the layout is there for everyone to use. and she was the one who came up with the membership idea. -.- oh please, WE CAME UP TOGETHER, NOT ONLY YOU!!!! adjflasdjflkasdjf. I DID NOT EVEN SCOLD HER A SINGLE VULGARITIES, NOT EVEN IDIOT OR STUPID, i mean to her. she stole all my members away and made my mods quit to jump over to her forum. she practically ruined my forum.

today, she suddenly came up to me and showed me that bloodly attitude of hers.

it is a common practice to credit your source. so normally you will credit

WHERE YOU GOT IT FROM + your name / the place where you posted it.

that is the credit format. ya.

http://files.myopera.com/s6t5/albums/113660/1.jpg (anyway wanjun if you see this, it's not that i want this fugly template of yours)

^ she posted pics like that last time. my forum name is there. my forum link is there. so when you post a pic, of cos ppl will save and repost it on other places right? when the credit is there, of cos ppl will conveniently type CREDIT: CASSIOPEIASG. like which part of it is wrong?!?!??! today, she got angry because ppl did not credit HER NAME. she only made those template and typed those silly words there. she did not take those pics. ya. she said it belongs to her. (anyway, this is a very super common way of sharing things, you take, you credit the forum.) so what? you expect ppl to know that you are no longer in good terms with cassiopeiasg and have moved to somewhere else?!

WTH MAN. when she stole all my things, i did not even directly scold her. i did not sabotage her. i did not ask other ppl not to join her forum. BUT SHE, BEING A ASDFGHJKL;, went to find fault with my forum, sow discord among the members and us, tell tales about my forum and best, ask ppl from my forum to go over to her side etcetc. WTF RIGHT.

HOW DARE SHE SCOLD ME. HOW DARE SHE. HOW DARE SHE SAY 'SO YOU WANT TROUBLE RITE' (dont ever type like her btw, i have trouble reading her extremely horrible animal language). WHOA. THREATENING ME?! LOLS.

anyway. i am prepared man. do whatever you want. my forum is already ruined. you can continue to make it die for all i care.

what goes around comes around. just remember this. you called me a fucker when i did not even do anything at all. when i am not at wrong at all. when nobody is in the wrong but you yourself.

it just reflects how LOW you are. how STUPID you are. =) see. she can't even argue back LMAO! =x AISH. stupid people are like that. now her nick is in chinese "zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xing (you can never tell how gd a person's intention is, something like that -.-) , anyway i've seen through you all, and my heart is already cold" SOMETHING LIKE THAT. shouldn't i be the one typing that? LMAO.

that's all man. my life is so good right?

ms riviera sucks.

2006-08-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

pe was hell today. one sentence to sum - ms riviera sucks. what a bitchy old woman. i mean middle aged woman. whatever la.

gp test on summary and aq tml. sure die. dont know how to pick up arguments. tsk.

die die die die die.

student council sucks.

2006-08-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Physical Touch:		9
Acts of Service:		6
Words of Affirmation:		3
Receiving Gifts:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

o____o some quiz. sounded wrong though. lols. physical touch. =x

anyway, i slacked. alot. i was playing neopets omfg. xD was challenging my own high scores. very lame i know. lols. that ice cream machine i play until 6000+ points. WAH.... lols. OMG. i think i need to break this computer so that i wont play.

i think im pms-ing. scolded quite alot of people today. LOLS. omg. sorry ar. i was just scolding scolding like a mad woman. got angry at that carnival thing. it will START at 10.10am. That means, i won't make it back to my sec sch le. sad right. it's like first year only and i cannot go back. next year, i will be preparing prelims or dont know what. IT IS JUST SO NOT THE SAME WTF. all my friends going back lo. so long never see them le. T___________T

really thanks, teachers day organising com. thanks for nothing. i know you all took alot of time to organise. but no use. student's welfare is not maximised. -.- sorry ar. im being the bitchy me. but that's me. so what, SUE ME.

yesterday minghua just found out that im in the same sch as him. well, idiot. i knew you are in sr ever since the orientation period i think. or after march holidays. your spastic face is so easy to recognise. like duh, sim ming hua. i typed a whole page about him on forum yesterday. i scolded him like siao. well, i hope he will get a chance to read what i wrote.

1. i knew him through my friend. he is very thick skin and pestered my friend to stead with him. sick of his nonsense, my friend agreed. they have never met before. not even once. maybe in his dreams perhaps.
2. he once lived in a semi detach house in kembangan. but after that, his parents sold the house and every other things away and migrated to new york.
3. they asked him to move with them, but he refused coz he wanted to stay here with his "GIRLFRIEND" which is my friend. in the end, he stayed coz his parents DISOWNED him.
4. so he moved to stay with his aunt and brother (his cousin -.-)
5. he told us that he couldnt get along with the band people coz he is just so so so damn good with his french horn that they were so jealous about. after that, he went to los angeles to take his french horn diploma exam.
6. i rmb him telling us that he threw his french horn on the floor coz his parents abandoned him. and there's a dent on his horn. oh wells.
7. he told his friends that he will be meeting my friend for a date. and they went out. but first, check (1). reality check: they have never met before.
8. after my friend broke up with him, he was pretty devastated.
9. he cheated during prelims just because he was too devastated. the teachers found out *gasps* but there was no disciplinary actions taken against him. how is that so? *ponders*
10. he attempted to commit suicide by slashing his wrist. my friend believed. but then after that she realised that it is not true. the next day, he did the same trick, and i believed. i was so afraid. i went to call my friend. i went to tell jaesung even. I WAS FUCKING SCARED. when my friend finally picked up the phone and told me that he was bluffing, i felt relieved. i went to call him to double check, and he said "eh, i call you back later, my auntie asking me to do housework"
11. EVERYTHING HE SAID = LIES.

reality check: there should be scars left on his wrist and the bleeding should be quite difficult to stop. how is it that he could still do housework?

and then yesterday, the first thing he did was to tell me that he is some student organiser for alot of school events. like duh, i know of cos. you kept wearing that big ass shirt printed with the word OFFICIAL. those who cant see must be blind. after that, he asked me my subject combi. so we both take econs. he haolian-ed to me that his econs got B. oh wells. i think that's the only subject that he passed. coz he ranked 659/702. *shakes head*

here comes the most frustrating moment.... he asked to have lunch with me. i agreed. and then we exchanged numbers. you know what he said?

"some time i must really spend a lunch time with you"
"never even see you b4 you see me ler.. not fair loh... never even tell me la.."
"even if you secretly admiring me also can tell me ma.. so tat i can let you see more often so that you can admire me more"
"ok so is a deal arh"
"i meet you for lunch in school 1 day"
"just lunch nothing esle dont think so much"

HOW ASDFGHJKL; IS THAT?! WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF *drinks herbal tea to calm down* *takes poopma's fan to fan self*

i didn't really wanna have lunch with him. i agreed. i don't know why. i just wanna see how is he gonna react. he thinks he's damn shuai that it's my luck to have lunch with him eh? HUH! wtf lo. SECRETLY ADMIRING YOU?! dream on man. totally off. it wont happen, so continue to dream. it wont happen for the next gazillion years. DREAM ON YOU ASDFGHJKL; MORON! you need some major transformation before i can admire you, idiot. change your whole face, change your fucking attitude. nah. that would not happen. THINK TOO MUCH? thanks for the reminder but i won't. I think you should be the one who needs to stop imagining things.

i feel so dumb. i feel so spastic. no wonder i am so stupid. I BELIEVED HIM. omg. how can i believe him. anyway, i just cannot tell what is true and what is not. haiz. im gonna ask liyi about him. JUST WAIT. and don't you dare to freaking talk cock (oops), whether you'll be able to live your life peacefully in sr depends on me. HAHA (evil laughter). but then again, maybe not. must remember leh, HE IS AN ORGANISER OK! whoa, i scared. can you tell that im scared?

sian. parents flying off to jap on 31 aug i think. yes. it's only the two of them. how old already still like that. LOLS. my mother asked me not to go out. -.- NO LIFE AT ALL. and at the end of the year they wanna dont know go where. maybe nz. like hello, i got no time ok. i need to go to wasbe band fest!!!! im looking forward to it. hopefully sr band can go to wasbe band fest. i hope i can go. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont arrange any tour things. cousin getting marry on 2 and 3 dec. 2 dec he's treating his own friends. 3 dec it's family. WHY MUST SEPERATE?! is it very embarrassing to have wedding dinner with all of us? please lo. well, should be ba. if im him i wont even wanna ask my friends to come. my mother's side de family very.... omfgwtfbbqasdfghjkl; one... so yeah. maybe next time when i hold my wedding dinner i wont invite them. LOLS. but then again, since when do i have the right to decide? MY PARENTS WILL DECIDE EVERYTHING FOR ME.

saddening. im already going to be 17 years old lo. the best part is, I'VE NEVER WORK BEFORE. =) no working experience. haha. it is something so valuable in our society now. tsk. how am i gonna survive?!?!?! *lightning strikes* cannot work night shift. cannot work here. cannot work there. and when i told my mother that jaesung is working, she said "you see people got work, not like you, stay at home never study" wtf. how dare she said that. she was the one who don't allow me to work in the first place. WTF MAN. say i never study. you got no right to say that ok. asdfghjkl; aljsdflkasdjfl;kajsldkfjaslkdfjlaskdjflksdjfl;ksadjfl;ksdajfl;ksadjfl. why do i have such parents. tsk. at least tml got breakfast coz she made pizza today. i guess it'll be pizza for the rest of the days.... omg i am so lucky!!!!!!!!!!! *roll eyes*

nothing to write le. im gonna slp. zhuzhu said tonight got 2 moons. don't know whether true or not. -.- the answer is pretty obvious. LOLS.

asdfghjkl;

2006-08-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

wah. woke up late today. tsktsktsk....

then went to viv's house to do pw. im like so gonna die. i cant freaking hell speak properly T__T. how am i gonna do op man. tsk. divine intervention again pls. lmao. =x

after pw, me and sharmin went to xiangqi's place to do chinese. aiyo. not efficient enough so we only finished 1/3 of it. lols.

i didn't go for band because the projects. heard that they have gotten SEVENTH NIGHT OF JULY score. OMG ~ don't know got help me take or not rofl. WAHHHHHHHHHH. i am so so so so so excited. xD

nothing much to write. school sucks. tutorial sucks. MATH SUCK LIKE ASDFGHJKL; argh. i hate it when my sister open my drawer to find things. wtf. my shinhwa concert ticket is there lo. if it's damage who is gonna pay for it?! HUH HUH?! kns. somemore my 20$ there. i save very long de leh. rofl. oh wells. i spent all my money on food. bao qian.

wtf.

2006-08-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

haiz. i dont get that rates of change thing! MATHS SUCKS LIKE ASDFGHJKL; WTF.

what to put for title.

2006-08-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

tsk. attended the ne dialouge session yesterday. disastrous. the talk is quite interesting la... i was madly copying down what that speaker was saying. lols. we were quite noisy and some were not paying attention. and so after that....

we got thrashed by philip tan. tsk. he scolded us like siao la.... he said what, he doesnt believe what other people say about srjc, because he believe in us. he was quite disappointed la. haiz. then after all the lecturing, he shouted SR OEI. =x abit off la.

at first, that gp teacher seth reprimanded us for our bad behaviour. *roll eyes* i wasnt even listening la. i was doing my own things rofl. she said what, we did all kinds of homework during the dialouge session, except gp. like wtf, i don't know really get what's her point of saying that.... but did she mean that we can only do GP during that dialouge session? I thought we are not supposed to do anything. DUMB WOMAN. typical gp teachers. always putting us down. wtf. you know what ainon and pah call us? IDIOTIC FOOLS, STUPID, BRAINLESS. yay. surprise. then now seth also like that. wtf is with all the gp teachers?

i dont get why we have to study gp. that's not the worst. gp is a new subject to us. and the teachers expect us to be genius. HAHA. like if i am then i go to college for what? -_-" even the most cleverest student in sr will be put down by the gp teachers. when we get the answer wrong, they will call us names wtf is that. hello mad women, you are supposed to TEACH us, and not to PUT US DOWN. it's totally unfair to do that to us. just because we are students and you all are teachers that doesnt mean that you can treat us like idiots.

hap is a total nonia wannabe man. she imitate nonia's accent. even the hairstyle also almost the same, just that nonia's hair is shorter. WTF. everytime hap starts to talk i'll feel like asking her to effing shut up and have the urge to throw my shoe at her. she should go bloody look into the mirror. like hello, old hag, face it, you are old, stop acting young. and please stop imitating nonia. they are always asking the boys questions. omfg isn't that disgusting? flirting and flirting. nonia still nevermind, at least she got the figure and erm, looks (she very pretty meh? PUI!), but hap omfg totally don't know what to say. SO OLD still wanna flirt. --" sr gp tutors sucks. with the exception of mr tsui and mrs karen tan. at least they are nice. TSK.

geog drq test today on hydrographs. wtf. 25mins. i can only finish 2 questions and write 2 factors contributing to the shape of the hydrograph. OMFG. so dead. im so gonna die. somemore that question 8 marks. OMFG. normally in a jc, 4 marks = half a page. 8 marks = full page or more. 16 marks = 2 full pages. 25 marks = 3 full pages. I AM SO GONNA DIE. coz i always write one page only rofl. =x no wonder i always fail tsk bao qian jiu si zhe yang. right sharmin. lols.

anyway today me and sharmin were quite crazy la. she's always crazy mah... we pretended to cry and make that crying sound. LMAO. omfg. we really need to qc (quality control). but then again, it's quite hard for sharmin la. coz she dont have any xing xiang LMAO. im joking.... sorry if i breake your po li xing... erms. =x today xiangqi never come coz she's sick. (physically and mentally) lmao. tpp felt so ... empty without her lame jokes and weird sounds. aish. then today we never hear any plane sounds. must be her workers all went on strike, qi si her until she puked then absent. LOLS.

i'll go crazy if i stay in sr. heh. by 2008, you'll see me in MI hougang branch. imh la. lols.

heard that yunho is sick again? --" maybe recover le. hope so. always like that. AIGOO.

` i dont know what to put.

in a deep mess.

2006-08-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

lols. chimeng said my blog is always like full of anger... quite true. if not what else can i blog about? i feel anger and sadness. seldom there is happiness. except for that very brief moment when im in school with friends. haiz. life sucks right?

econs test today... tsk. i doubt i'll be able to score well. the points are there but then i think i didnt substantiate it well enough. tsk. did the question on monopoly. i wrote until my fingers turned red. maybe they'll be dislocated soon. rofl. sounds funny. erm...

ever since that incident, i've shut myself away from all the kpop stuffs. i didnt want to face them. i didn't want to be reminded. all the hard work, all the times spent conferencing and deciding what to do, it's gone in just a brief moment like this. i really don't know how to react. even though i said i'll forget, but those who know me well should know that i'll never forget. lols. i bear grudges. i forgive, but i'll not forget. just don't provoke me and i'll promise to treat you good.

isn't this world a sad one? human framing each other. even the animals can love one another, but us human, supposedly more intelligent, are misusing our intelligence, killing one another, creating wars to harm each other. we've invented all sorts of thing to create troubles for each other, using underhand means to gain victory. is this what life is about?

good people always suffer. bad people always win. INVERSION OF THE WORLD.
where is divine justice? i need some divine intervention... but where can i get help?

whenever i look at those boys that i used to love so deeply, i just feel the pain coming up. they were once part of my everyday life... but now, it has been already few months ever since the last time i saw their pics. i didn't go and download anymore things. i didn't go read the news anymore. i just wanna ignore them. but isn't unfair to them? they are the innocent ones. i just can't help it. they reminded me of that failure. they reminded me that there is no justice.

ok sad things aside, the good thing is that dongjin is back. lols. yay. eye candy is back. --" i realised that goh tong wee is very nice. he is super nice and caring. to the extent of freaking me out. really. it's rare to find such people around. aiyo.

promos coming. shinhwa concert coming. yay. =)

mrcool

2006-08-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

woo. so i've finally finished eom 2nd draft. but i doubt i'll be able to pass. tsk. lack of analysis and evaluation. i'm too stupid to analyse and evaluate.

i stumbled across this person's blog. no change at all; disgusting. i'm really disgusted by the things that the person wrote. oh wells. the world can be so so so beautiful without all these people. it is because of all these people that's why the world is so polluted. tsk. SADDENING.

i realised that i've been running away from alot of things lately. tsk. i think that's the only solution for now ba. What else can i do? I'll only feel more pain whenever i think of the boys.

- there are lots of desperate girls around, i realised. disgusting.

to this certain person, i don't know why i have to resort to doing this. please, do gain some self awareness as we have already reached our limit of tolerating all your nonsense. don't say things that you can't prove. don't make it sound as if you are compromising, because the fact is that everyone loathes you and that it is them who are tolerating you. don't make it sound as if you are so holy, coz you are certainly not. don't look down at people from neighbourhood schools, coz you are worse than them. your actions, your etiquette, already makes you no difference from those barbarians out there. stop overgeneralising. don't make it sounds as if the guys are all throwing themselves on you. stop acting nice coz you know you're not; people out there certainly would not wanna know such a person like you, so stop assuming things. GET IT? i doubt so.

tsk.

palette.

2006-08-19T21:05:00.001+08:00

aigoo. my computer hates me. tsk. that day it broke down and i cannot use the net. i'm gonna reformat it soon. just wait until i reformat it! heh! if not i'm really gonna smash it. tsk. asdfghjkl;

went for band today. as usual, so few people. but better than wednesday la. lols. got the band tshirt already... it looks abit small. xD but i think will be able to fit lo. i hope i wont grow fat or whatever.

bought teens/teenage today. wah. so many kpop stuffs. WEEEEE. =)

nothing to blog... promos coming soon. sian. monday got econs test. monopoly and perfect comp. TSK. i think im gonna fail. =x

sucks.

2006-08-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

today suck like dont know what... band only got don't know how many people turned up. most of them/a few of them went to that literacy workshop. i think this school is damn dumb. they make cca day on wednesdays. and yet they arrange workshops on wednesdays too. SPASTIC. i think this workshop is like so asdfghjkl; that why i didnt sign up. lucky. lols.

another thing is palette day. HAHA. 11/10? or 10/11. lols. xD non sports cca will go to sports cca. symphonic band will go to.... *drum rolls* RUGBY! OMFG. Imagine the rubgy people playing instruments.... *laughs* imagine me playing rugby.... *falls off the chair* erm.... zi dao zi yan. =x

i dread switching on my com. it's so lag. cannot go to forums also. dont know what the hell happening. damn virus. DIE! everything sucks.

http://forums.boajjang.com/lofiversion/index.php/t71840.html
http://forums.boajjang.com/lofiversion/index.php/t69848.html

holding back the tears lyrics. so nice.... I love this song... gurigo.

we got suaned by rozels yesterday. aish... only 7 people handed in that crossword thing... he assumed that we didn't do. and then he asked the 7 people to stay and the rest of us may go. WTF. of cos, that didnt happen. xD but he said if this happen one more time that he'll make us walk on planks... something like that. -.- wth.

oh ya. today econs lesson, zeenat told us that she's a high I and S.... surprise. or rather, shock. LOLS. HIGH I! quite true. today she zi dao zi yan -ed alot. =x she imitated that credit card ad! omg. that ad in india where this girl wanted to buy a bird then not enough money, then this guy use his credit card to pay for her. -.- OMG. she imitated the whole thing. OMG. lols.

alot of teachers say our class very quiet... don't know why. tsk. and they feel depress just because we are quiet... haiz.

stupid net.

2006-08-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

argh... just now my net went crazy! suddenly cannot login. there is a connection, but i can't log into msn and access webpages. OMG. then i began to panic coz i have to submit econs by 6pm. wth... like finally after shutting down my com twice then i can log in. WAH!

so i've submited that damned econs powerpoint shit. and i went to copy paste all the geog information in case my net fail me again.

BE GAN CHIONG!

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

sick again.

2006-08-12T15:58:00.000+08:00

aigoo. i am SICK SICK SICK!!!! i think my sis passed her damn bloody flu to me. i've been sneezing since yesterday. wtf. and you know that terrible. it's as if something is stuck between my nose and my throat. it's not sore throat or throat inflammation. just that terrible feeling. and now i feel as if im gonna have a fever. ARGH.

i feel so weak now. and i have to do assignments. thanks to the teachers. gonna chiong gp essay, econs ppt slides and geog. gonna redo maths quiz. wtf. i got only 5/10. others can get like 10/10 for their first try. WTF. why am i so stupid?!?!?! sometimes i wish i have a better brain or something... just now i was reading the newspaper (surprise! lols), then i came across this article which says what, 4 president scholarships something... cant rmb. lols. 2 were from acjc, the other 2 were from rjc. HA. see. only people like that can get such things... they are CLEVER, ALL ROUNDED, and whatever la... they are protrayed as TIAN CAI. haiz. im jealous. lols. i wanna be clever too! They are clever and hardworking, thus they are achieve good grades. while me? haha! extremely stupid, and i work hard too, but end up wat? failed 3 subjects for common test. ROFL. =x

they say people who are HARDWORKING are people who can achieve GOOD RESULTS. let's see how much i'll get for promos. HEH. wtf. i really think that it has got something to do with the brains.

edit;

3rd trial for maths quiz. I GOT 9/10 YAY!!!!!! lols. xD told you im easily contented... erms...
BLOGSKIN CHANGED!!! yay. finally. so cute right. xD

edit;

finish watching save the last dance for me... SO DAMN NICE... lols. i didn't expect such ending though... =x haiz. so sad right. T__T

erms.

2006-08-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

grr. wtf. i've been doing most of the work.
if you're so capable (not trying to imply that i am. really), why dont you go and do. don't use your cca as an excuse! don't make it seems as if i don't have a life.

you take and do. i don't wanna do this anymore. so tired.

My life is just like my name - JASMINE. one word - HORRIBLE.

holiday? like real.

2006-08-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

weee. happy belated birthday to singapore... xDD only got the chance to blog now... aigoo.

8 aug was quite tiring... woke up at 4.40am. T__T got to see dongjin in the morning. ROFL. zsd. anyway band sounded like band... so it's ok la. LOLS. just that abit soft? o__o i thought we played quite loud... maybe the tent absorbed our sound. - - ; rubbish. nah. our band so small only, of cos not so loud... and then, went to build sandcastle. our class only built connecting walls lo. DAMN TIRING. i suffered from muscle pain till now... partly because i helped to shift instruments. TIMPANI DAMN HEAVY. i think got about 50kg. LOLS.

i don't think i'll ever go watch fireworks. DISAPPOINTING.

went to do pw yesterday, then after that went to parc haven to watch national day parade. lols. THE MARCH PASS WAS DAMN SMART. lols... make me want to participate also. aigoo. but look at me, quite impossible also right. rofl.

i did 28742389749823 blogthings today. damn sian la.

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Are: 40% Dog, 60% Cat

You and cats have a lot in common.
You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude.
However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out!

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Have Low Self Esteem 84% of the Time

You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk.
Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need!

How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy.
Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems.

You would make an excellent:

Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian
Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer
Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher

The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

What's Your Ideal Career?

HEHE. =x gona buy shinhwa tickets later. let's hope we're able to get standing seats. YAY. i wanna get a new school bag... T__T

- yunho ar!

what to do?

2006-08-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

We had econs test today, and there were people COPYING. Spastic right? We knew the question, WE HAD THE ANSWER KEY. Just memorise the whole thing and write, difficult? Why do you even want to copy? RETARDED. You are cheating on yourself, that is like the most retarded thing ever.

Tomorrow will be our big day. It's either we do well or we die there. Please please please please please.... i hope tomorrow we will be in tune. I hope no stands will fall tomorrow. I hope we can sound like a band. ARGHHHHHH. Why am i worrying so much when others are not even caring. It is not for me to say since im just a very normal member. But wtf is this? You come when you feel like it. You appear only when the performance is drawing near. HAHA. Not bad. And you expect yourself to play well. And when you realised that you don't sound well you blame the standard of our band - lousy. HAHA. Yes, LOUSY band, and you are part of it. Seriously, if everyone do their part well, i don't see why we cannot sound properly. OK WHATEVER. I'll just shut my mouth.

SUPERBAND - MILUBING. ^___^ luckily. lols. okie. Congrats to them. weeeeee. nic, sam and weiqi. i only knew their names after they've won. =x Not bad. I like the way they sang WOOSA. LOLS. so cute! omgomgomg.

I was hoping that J3 will get in... but seems like SOUL has got a EFFING STRONG FANBASE. So byebye to J3. But wth, i really think that J3 deserved to get in. They sang the accapella (jue2 shi4?) version of Xiao Wei, DAMN NICE CAN!!! They did not make any serious mistakes at all. THEY SHOULD GET IN. Wtf. I think they should let the judges make the decision. IT'S SO DAMN UNFAIR. T___T You see, soul got a larger fanbase, that's why they got in. And what happened? THEY FUCKING RUINED PERFECT MAN. no offence to any soul fans here. =x They came in SLOW. about 1.5 beats slower. They went off tune. WTF is that?! I really don't know what to say. I placed hope on soul, hoping that they will sing perfect man well. BUT NO. omgomgomg. *faints* When i heard their perfect man, i totally dont know what to say. EXTREMELY HORRIBLE. Imagine if shinhwa hear that. OMFG. i think they'll change their mind about coming to singapore for concert. lols. aiya whatever la. maybe perfect man too difficult to sing. EVERY SONG IS DIFFICULT TO SING FOR SOUL. So the best song that they can sing is perhaps twinkle twinkle little star, or mary had a little lamb... =)

anyway, not only some people is spastic, but their blog is plain retarded also. OUH EMM GI.

tired. i need to sleep. I NEED MONEY. I NEED MAGIC POTION TO MAKE ALL MY HOMEWORK DISAPPEAR.

- who can save me?

the days.

2006-08-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

yo.

SHINHWA'S CONCERT AT SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM!

10 SEPT 2006...

They'll rock the stage. lols.

too bad no more pre ordering... gonna buy tickets at sistic. ^_^ HOPE THOSE STANDING 'SEATS' ARE STILL AVAILABLE! asdfghjkl;

WAH.

okie. i still dont know if i can go or not. so excited for what. -.-

anyway. i only need to go to school on monday. then tues go east coast. THE REST OF THE DAYS OFF! lols. friday is i learn day. so retarded. so stupid. THEY GIVE US TONS OF HOMEWORK ONLINE!!!! WTH. self learning. so i got to learn basic integration by myself. yesterday read some notes about it. so aga aga can do ba. let's hope i'll be able to do. then econs, i think need to create slide show on ppt... -____________- omfg. don't know why the teachers so boliao...

band band band. we are in deep shiat now. WHERE IS THAT ENTHUSIAISM? just what kind of attitude are you guys showing? we sound like SHIT. you guys know very well. with this kind of effing sound, no way are we going to syf next year. HAHA. that means we'll have no testimonial. for me... coz im nothing. no ranks no nothing. WTF. nevermind, i can have no testimonials. do you guys want srjc band to shut down? we are the only silver band among all the jcs, they are all gold bands btw. that was last year. now we are not even near a COP. WAKE UP!

argh. why am i still in band.

- yunho ah!

busy busy

2006-07-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

aigoo... havent been blogging for the past erm... dont know how many days. was quite busy slacking. xD

went to xiangqi's house just now with sharmin. ROFL. omg. yea, "practicing"... but actually don't know doing what... *coughs* anyway, i know how to play alto sax. g major scale? lols. and cornet... eh... don't know what scale. but it's same as my b flat scale. LOLS. i enjoy playing other instruments alot. yay.

now that i have less forum works, i can try to concentrate on my studies.

talking about studies make me want to pull all my hair out. wth.

anyway, sp band performance was GREAT. totally great. they have NINE tuba players wth. we have none in sr. ROFL. =x i was quite sian and didn't wanna go at first. good that i didn't waste my time there. learnt quite a few things ba. those players there are so musical... they play with their emotions and all, not just technical.... argh. i wonder if i can play like them. =x they played OMENS OF LOVE. totally love that song. lols. almost 2 years never hear le... this song holds alot of memories. ROFL. spastic.

grrr....

oh ya. when i heard that we need to reach sch at 6.10am on 7/8, my jaw dropped. rofl.

O M G , G M O , B B Q - copyright to TEAM PARTY POOPERS.
OMGWTFBBQ - copyright to TEAM PARTY POOPERS.

your chinese is good - joong guk mal jungmal jal hae yo.

nah, i suck - aniyo, jal mot tae yo.

- what should i put here. still thinking -

whatever la.

2006-07-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

- ~~space reserved. i'll pour all my sorrows here tomorrow. perhaps. if i am still alive. ARGHH.~~

woo. surprisingly, i've manage to pull through today. Even though my mind was/is still thinking about this whole crap, but i've managed to pay attention. YAY! lols. claps to me... aiyer. =x i think i've already told this crap to some people. so to save myself from repeating and repeating, i shall write it down. this also serves as a bad memory for me, a lesson learnt. x__x

We have this forum call CASSIOPEIASG. Our goal is to gather as many singaporean dbsk fans as possible. =) we have this official membership thing in our forum, thought by a couple of the initial admins. So on don't know when, wj (one of the ex admin cum mod of cassiopeiasg) asked me to join her forum. And to my very unpleasant surprise, her forum name is almost similar to cassiopeiasg. it's just twisting 2 letters. at that moment, i was feeling quite eh, how to say ar, agitated? How can you name your forum like this? How can 2 cassiopeia`s exist together? Okie, besides the name, something else catches our (junyi, me and shay) attention. FIRSTLY, the layout of wj's forum. It's almost the same. we have this "Crystal XP Skin by Ross of the Invisionfree Skin Zone." at the end of our forum, surprisingly they have it too. what a coincidence! Aiya, it is there for everyone to use! that's why. ok, never mind. SECONDLY, their announcement box is placed at almost the same position as us. HAHA. another coincidence? erm... i really don't know what to say. THIRDLY, they have the official membership thing too! and their membership form is almost the same too... yet another coincidence? The last one, which im sure isn't a COINCIDENCE, is that THEIR RULES. rofl.

THEIR RULES :

"1. NO SPAMMING.
Please note that 3 words or less is considered SPAMMING. <- merely changing of NUMBERS.
An emotion itself does not count as a word.
You will be warned for spamming.

2. DO NOT BUMP UP TOPICS THAT ARE MORE THAN 10 DAYS OLD. <- merely changing of NUMBERS.
Please, we want to see the LATEST stuffs about the boys.
PM that member who upload the file once it's over 10 day old (<- english hello) so that she can remove the hide tag. (ok, not by me)
You will be given a warning if you bump up old topics.
NOTE: I HATE BUMPER A LOT!! SO BEWARE!!! (obviously not by me, i don't use this type of english right? =x)

3. CREDIT YOUR SOURCES PROPERLY. (exactly the same.)
Please credit properly as we do not want to be accused of stealing from other forums.
Be honest, and true to yourself. Pls credit yourself if you really owned it.
Credits should be given in this format :

Credits: WHERE YOU GOT IT FROM + YOUR NAME/USERNAME @ forum name

PLS HOTLINK THE WORD "forum name". (not by me, coz i will spell out the word 'please')

4. NO LEECHING AROUND AND HOTLINKING.
If you want to upload a file, make sure you upload it yourself.
You will be warned if you are caught hotlinking." (previously by me, but after we have that hide tag thingy, i removed this rule)

MY FORUM RULES :

"1. NO SPAMMING

-Please note that 4 words and/or less is considered SPAMMING.
An emotion itself does not count as a word.
You will be warned for spamming.

-No replying with simple comments such as "Thank you very much"
The people who posted up the images and video clips deserve something more then just a thank you.

2. DO NOT BUMP UP TOPICS THAT ARE MORE THAN 2 WEEKS OLD.
Please, we want to see the LATEST stuffs about the boys.
You will be given a warning if you bump up old topics.
* this 2 weeks old rule only apply to all media sections.

3. CREDIT YOUR SOURCES PROPERLY

Please credit properly as we do not want to be accused of stealing from other forums.
Be honest; credit yourself if you owned it.
Credits should be given in this format :

Credits: WHERE YOU GOT IT FROM + YOUR NAME/USERNAME @ CASSIOPEIASG

4. DO NOT BASH OTHER MEMBERS OR DONG BANG SHIN KI.
Be nice and give respect to everyone here.
You will be banned if you bash any of the boys.

5. NO LEECHING AROUND OR HOTLINKING THINGS.

You will be warned, and worse, you might be banned!
please take note of the cleaning sessions we have of inactive members."

I am damn sure that they copied cassiopeiasg forum rules. Know why? COZ I WAS THE ONE WHO WROTE ALL THE RULES!!! ROFL. =x

i have proof de ok! xD

HER ENGLISH IS LIKE THAT :

"i m currently going to disappear for awhile..
which means that i will not be able to post pics but instead i will try to post up news if i can find and translate if i got the time...
cos i m having some mini tests that are goin to be counted in for my final year exam.. and some projects deadline to rush...
i promise i will be back..
and i wanna ask..
Do cassiopeiaSG have any technical problems?
i cant view the pics that firyn post...
and i cant see all the button pics..
all i can see is the banner with pics..
TT.TT i finally manage to post now..

ARRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I M FREE FROM NOW!!
*even though i have some projects and test goin now till next week*
But i can say i m officially free now!! YAY!!!!!!!
HAHAS.. which means when i m back, the hell is ALIVE!!!!
i have settle a very difficult actionscript Flash project!!!! *WHOAA!*
Hahas.... i have a feeling that i have been release from the cage!!! XD
And i can continue to moderate my HELL!! XD

hehes.. I have to tell u guys that u guys will cnever imagine how big and dark is my eyebag now!! i onli sleep for 3 hrs per day... and it's super tiring..
but i have a file to share with u guys!!! A FUNNY FLASH FILE!!! AHAHAHA!!!!!!
The funny flash project that i have done!!!! ^^"

So those rules in her forum is like so not her style of writing? and she was the one who posted the rules. so i assumed that she was the one who 'wrote' it. =)

The best is wj/they DENIED that they copied us. HAHA. ok... whatever. im not gonna care. coz it only reflects how bad and petty and mean and nasty how you guys are. i pitied those who joined them coz they joined without knowing that they're joining something which is so fake.

Another thing is there is this person whom i want to thank. Thanks for letting me to see the true you. dearest readers, please be careful of such people. DONT STEP ON THEIR TAILS! if not you'll be in deep deep trouble omg so scary!

Future boss of this certain person, please be lenient to her. beware of your office, drawers, computers, cups, tables .... etc, SHE MIGHT DESTROY THEM omg~!!!! so if you find your doors being sprayed with red paint, it must be done by her. Have mercy on her please, she knows nothing at all... aigoo...

Don't question us how we work, but rather, question yourself. is this the right working attitude? haha. funny right? a pot's calling a kettle black. tsk. i don't mind if you curse me to die or whatever, just it is just not right for you to implicate all of us, including the members. WOOHOO. so now they know how bad a person you are. YOU BROUGHT IT ALL UPON YOURSELF ROFL. one of these days you'll see the retribution. don't go blaming other people, but BLAME YOURSELF! heh heh.

and anyway, i think yunyun's feeling better ba. i think im not gonna care about him anymore. frustrating.

- i think i wont write that sentence anymore. i got to think over it carefully. -

tired of everything.

2006-07-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

RUSHING RUSHING RUSHING.

i woke up at 1.07 pm today. omfg. i guess i was just too tired. T__T

was rushing written report of pw. WTF. other schools still at eom stage and we are like rushing out wr. other classes also not at wr!!! asdfghjkl;. mk hates our group. she's always showing attitude to us. GRRRR. suxs! the best is i havent study geog quiz tml. guess im gonna fail again. AISH.

Yunho is very sick now. haiz. i hope he'll recover soon. i'll rather not see him than to let him go work while being sick. ARGH! i guess he wont be able to for the time being. coz his ligaments (ankle?) are ruptured. saw some pics of a worker carrying him. and he have to walk using crutches. please la. both his legs in pain, how to walk? ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

haiz. my ct results sucks. got to work mega hard from now on.

` edit - spastic ppl with spastic brain. oh wait, they dont have a brain. =x with spastic english! OUH MAI GAWD. wasting my time only. aigoo.
* spastic = idiot for those spastic ppl out there who doesnt know. (no offense) =x

- I LOVE YUNHO -
i'll pray for you.

disappointed.

2006-07-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

woo.

SRJC'S DAY YTD! quite fun actually. rofl. coz i got loads of goodies. A BLUE HAPPY SRJCIAN'S DAY WATER BOTTLE!! HOW NICE IS THAT! and loads of other goodies from teachers and friends. we had pot luck party in class. FOOD! i purposely did not take my breakfast to go there and eat. me and tat very traumatised sharmin are like 'partoling' around the teacher's table la... ouh mai gawd! *weird finger sign* and on such happy occasion, camwhoring is a must! needless to say, we, the team party poopers took heaps of pics. poor xiangqi. i think she got quite alot to upload. ROFL. the concert was FUN! engaging? xD srjc superstar - emmanuel. congrats even though i didn't vote for you. i voted for lyman sim. i ah-neh-kwan one lo. me and sharmin were like writing their names on paper and an-neh-hwan pick... jiu-si-ah-neh-kwan. but in the end lyman didn't win. NEVERMIND. lols. sharmin voted for vivi. anyway i think all of them sang quite well. THREE CHEERS FOR THEM! and and, the icons thingy. FREAKISH. some guys wore skirt and acted EWW. xD i enjoyed myself la... haha.

And yesterday i went to 4E2 class gathering. I was late... =x LOLS. but nevermind, coz got ppl later than me... xD Anyway, we camwhored alot... esp watson. i think he's present in all the pics. LOLS. I MISS YOU GUYS! must meet up some day ok!!!!

Today we have this student council investiture... Poop-ma if you are going to read this then you better press the top right hand corner that X... LOLS. when we 1st went into the hall, we were asked to sit down, with our class of cos. BUT THEN... there were no seats left for team party poopers! OMFG HOW IRRITATING IS THAT! and you know who got our seats? the xx xxxxs (team party poopers should know who im refering lols). wth pls. in the end all of us have to be seperated. T___T i know the council worked very hard for this ceremony... not that i wanna criticise, but the choice of music is really.... asdfghjkl;. it's a grand event, why chose to play all those funeral kind of songs?! =x there's 'somewhere over the rainbow, pariots of the carribean, some romeo and juliet song and lots more that sounded so melanchonic (spelling?! is there such word... i think there is right =x). early in the morning already spoil my mood. i think the videos are quite nice. nice skills! after A`s i gonna learn how to make a video. the windows movie maker in my com sucks like dont know what the hell. =x THE WORSE PART IS... there are some people who really don't know how to behave. i know you are excited that your friends are up there, but this is a grand and serious event. there are guests, parents and people from other jc. SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU GIRLS CHEERING SO DAMN FRIGGING LOUD?! SO NOISY. it's damn embarrassing can. you girls are so disgraceful, and you girls brought shame to the college. haiz. dont wanna continue. spoil my mood only. ENOUGH.

im so sad. nothing can describe my sadness. nah, nobody died. im sad because NOBODY WANNA JOIN BAND. T__T why why why why why why why. band is like so fun and all. if you think sr band is boring then think about it again. it is you who can make the band a more lively place. every individual in band matters... that is how important each and everyone of us is...

if you think we are no good, we will prove it to you that we are!
if you think that you are too good to join us then come on! challenge us!
if you think our conductors are too fierce then i'll show you that they are not!
if you think you have that crazy urge to touch your instruments once again, SRJC BAND WELCOME YOU!

JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US!!!! *waves srjc band banner if we ever have one*

i just heard of a news. not sure of whether it's terrible or what. it just make me feel even more sad. andy is transfering to saxophone section. T______T flute section left 3 people only. Keroy, me and Grayson. 1st flute, 2nd flute and piccolo. but nvm! flute section is always louder than the rest LOLS. =x we'll continue to play as if we are 10 members strong. our quiet and guainess will still remain. ANDY! show them how teachable and learn-able flautists are! ROFL. omg. bhb. but most of the time it's true. flautists are quiet... like me. =x OMG. GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF US. and i hope our choice piece can be 7th night of july... ^___^ but first, TUBA! we need tuba. i mean we need tuba players. PLEASE, GOD, BLESS SRJC BAND WITH A TUBA PLAYER... T_T

i think i'm gonna die an early death. first i gave up a few years of my life wishing that i'll get good o`s results. and i've gotten it (i mean it's not within my expectation and for me my results is very good already lol). then i gave up another few years wishing that everyone around me will be healthy... and now, i'm gonna give up a few years praying hard that our band will make it for syf. very soon, i'll die. lols. i think i'm not gonna live beyond 40. AISH. AIGOO. im not joking so please dont laugh.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

soul~

2006-07-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

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HAHAHHAHHAA. omg. =x i think im abnormal... ouh-emm-gi. *shows that weird finger sign*

Okies. Let's talk about SOUL. *coughs* i think some dbsk fans are bashing them real hard now. Rofl. When i first heard them singing, i just wanna to hide myself in the blankets. OMG. The chords are OFF. The high notes are off, and there's no low notes to balance off. OMG. After that part, everything's ok... Then when it comes to near chorus, things went wrong again. Apparently they couldnt reach the high notes. Yea. That was for babo. For rising sun, it was horribly done. (sorry to soul supporters, im just stating FACTS) That guy who shouted rise up was way off... okla. i think i've bashed them enough rofl. can't really compare the two bands coz dbsk is a professional band... and soul only had 1 week to prepare 2 songs. and dbsk songs are not easy to master at all. i've been a fan for 2 years and i still can't sing hug properly. =x

dbsk is not perfect. they do commit mistakes during live performances. my point is, if they can make mistakes while singing their own songs, then the others can forget about singing their songs perfectly. LOLS. =x in general la... xD No one can perfect dbsk songs. WAHAHA. They are NO.1!! oops.

It was the judges who made me angry. WTF. You are judges, so be professional! Among them are composers, music makers whatever.... HOW COME THEY COULDNT TELL WHEN SOUL WAS SINGING OFF TUNE?! something to think about. You may say that they didn't hear the originals, so they dont know how the songs sound like. BUT, off tune/wrong chords are very easy to detect... maybe i can be judge too... *gets hit by rotten vegetables*

Very sad. coz they have just ruined dbsk's songs. 2 songs some more. what would people think of dbsk?!?! T___________T another sad thing is sm audition in some countries like thailand, us, china, malaysia.... SINGAPORE IS NOT INCLUDED. oh wells. *roll eyes* i really cannot understand you know. China and malaysia i can still understand, but THAILAND?! o___o ask a thai to go learn korean? or find a thai chinese? That defeats the whole purpose. WHY IS SM SO DAMN UNFAIR?!

maybe we should ask soul to fly to thailand to take part. LOLS.

lately team party poopers camwhore alot... xiangqi ar xiangqi, waiting for ya to upload the pics. lollllls.

i keep sneezing. wtf. dont know which person cursing me. or maybe im allegy to aircon. i just cannot have it on if not i'll sneeze. im abnormal. traumatised. *shows weird finger sign*

srjcian's day tml. not as if im looking forward to it. =x

- I LOVE YUNHO -

desperate?

2006-07-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO FTP BAND!!! yay. they got gold for today's competition. =) lols. expected it. Next syf hopefully you all will gold with honours! xD ok. im too ambicious. watever spelling. =x

went for band practice today. sighs. in case you don't know, we have only 25 jc1 band members now. and out of the 25, 3 are always not active. *roll eyes* you may laugh at us, haha, band so few people only ar. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT. laugh at those ex band members who went to join other cca. If they've joined srband, we would have almost 50 people now.

I'll just speak my mind ya, if not i'll feel so bu4 gan1 xin1. Today mr tay so called gave us a wake up call. national day celebrations is only less than 3 weeks away. and we have less than 6 practices. we are not even sure of what pieces to play. WE CANT PLAY ANYTHING AT ALL. not that we're no good, but how can we play anything when there's no tenor, alto, baritone sax, trumpets, cornets and tuba?! we only have 2 trombones. i feel damn sad. we have 6 french horns with us. and you know what? today 2 of them volunteered to transfer to cornet and tuba section.

Why do you even join band when you were in sec 1? Why bother taking 1 year to learn an instrument, 3 years to maintain the skills and experiences, AND THEN STOP PLAYING AFTER THAT?! You are giving up the 4 years of experiences, do you know that?! WAHHH~!!! i really don't know how to put it. but to me, you people are really selfish. because of you guys, WE CANT PERFORM. we are facing problems, WE MIGHT NOT EVEN MAKE IT TO SYF JUDGING FROM OUR SIZE. we can't play anything without a full band with all the instruments. we have all the nice scores, we have all the instruments in our store room, BUT WE DONT HAVE THE PLAYERS.

the 25 of us are serious and have the heart to play. but the other 20+ of you have just shattered our dream. wont you guys help us?

ya. i understand that you guys might want to have a change in cca. haiz. i really dont know what to say already. there's this ex tuba guy who went to join WU SHU. omfg. he must be very traumatised to switch from band to wushu. GOSH. *stabs voodoo doll*

please give us a chance.

ex band members, if you are reading this, we would like to invite you to join us. you don't have to really join us as a cca, but just join us when we have various performances or nearing the syf period. T___T

we really want to perform.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

the results of being over traumatised.

2006-07-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

Okie. Basically nothing much today. It's just that i suffered two blows today. GP and geog both U`s. haha. laugh at me man. come on, LAUGH. econs sure dont need to count in de, another 0. zero. T___T

Today our hands were very vandalised. ROFL. especially sharmin's one. we didn't take a pic coz we don't have camera. You should see how traumatised we are. LOLS. and we vent our frustration through drawing on our hands. that's what the very not athletic + tomboyish + adores food + very traumatised group of people do. team party poopers, say yay! x___x after school, we went to that blk there to buy ice cream. then walk back to the void deck to eat ice cream and chat. ROFL. we were talking about producing FILMS. horror film. and the star shall be our dearest (freakiest) MK/BK/BO. =x who supports the idea?!

and because i am very traumatised, i went to do 1394738747982374 friendster surveys. =) prepare to read all the surveys. coz im so traumatised that im gonna make you suffer with me. ROFL. =x

SURVEY NO.1

Current mood:
// super irritated + frustrated + traumatised.

Most exciting thing today:
// got 3 ungraded subjects. + econs = 4. wow.
nothing new actually...

Listening to what:
// some sassy girl chun hyang ost.

Favorite song:
// right now it's gemini and smile.

You're looking forward to this next week:
// getting back econs paper and go on an anti
social + traumatised mode again. lols. getting ink poisoning.

Do people make rumors about you:
// i hope not. nobody notice me anyway.

Have you cried lately:
// nope.

Do you see yourself as a successful person w/in 5
years:
// nah. i can never be successful.

Are there types of people that you dont like:
// actually quite alot.
egs.
- giirlss wwho tyype liike tiis, tiinkingg tthatt iit`s damnn kuutteee.
- bimbotic (watever spelling) 12/13/14 years old girls thinking that short skirts + draw strings are everything.
- guys who think that they are hell good looking but they didn't know that it's the complete opposite. =x
- saddistic people.
- bootlickers.
- people who brags and brags and brags lalalalalalalalala.

Are you simple or materialistic:
// simple. and sometimes materialistic.

Are you thrifty or spendy:
// thrifty.

Are you religious or more on the atheist/no religion
side:
// somewhere in between all those.

Are you more outspoken or subtle:
// subtle.

Internet or phone:
// internet.

Radio or a musical instrument:
// wah. both!

Rain or sunshine:
// both.

Beach or mall:
// BEACH. i love oceans!

Inlove or fling:
// in love.

Freezing cold or boiling hot:
// freezing cold.

Dark shades or pastels:
// dark shades. coz i dont know wat are pastels. lols.

Appetizer or dessert:
// both. xD

Fridays or Saturdays:
// fridays.

--Choose one--
No right or Wrong!

Spend 3 years in one country expense-free or 3
months in different countries to your expense:
// spend 3 years in one country expense free.

Shop with celebrities or shop with the monarchy:
// with celebrities. =)

Own a luxury car or own a luxury yatch:
// yatch! i love the ocean.

Have a restaurant named after you or own a hair
salon:
// having a restaurant!

Join a reality show or produce a film:
// produce a film. rofl. -that mk film. TERNDERN! *inserts sharlen's tune*

Wear a jeweled tiara everyday or host a grand ball
24/7:
// hosting a grand ball .

Be the princess of Spain or the billionaire of
Portugal:
// princess of spain. because it's so not fun being a billionaire. need to buy 2398479283 insurance to protect yourself, have 2348798234 locks in your house....

Be famous for sports or Own a sports team:
// own a sports team. i wanna take over team korea. ROFL. jokes ok.

Boredom for 5 straight days or nonstop noise for 3
days:
// boredom. coz i cant stand noise.

Design one of a kind jewelries or design superior
cakes for the elite:
// i hate designing coz i cant even draw.

Be cloned or be 2 inches smaller:
// what? be cloned. small? -.-

Guys who smoke or guys who are dependent:
// eww. guys who smoke then. =x
guys who are dependent? i don't really get it. you mean chi1 luan3 fan4 is it? LOLS.

Friendster or myspace:
// friendster. i dont use myspace.

SURVEY NO.2

W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S
O N . T H A T?

1. You hang out with?:
- sharlen sharlen spassss. xD

2. Went to the movies with?:
- tmg. or just random friends.

3. You went to the mall with?:
- i dont even go there. but if i do it'll be with tpp or tmg.

4. You went to dinner with?:
- at home and tmg.

5. You talked on the phone to?:
- i dont talk on the phone.

6. Made you laugh hardcore?:
- sharlen and sharmin and xiangqi. jungyunho.

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?
(PICK ONE!)

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?:
- NONE. EWWWWWWWWWW. i'll rather you kill me.

2. Be serious or be funny?:
- be funny. heh. coz i look scary/angry/sad when
im serious. =x

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
- eww. i hate milk. whole milk. how can you drink
skim milk? xD

4. Die in a fire or drown?:
- drown. i wan to drown myself in that 2 ponds in sch.

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?:
- parents.

Y O U . P R E F E R.

1. Flowers or candy?:
- flowers.

2. Gray or black?:
- black.

3. Color or Black and white photos?:
- color.

4. Lust or love?:
- love. those who lust should just DIE DIE DIEEEEEEE!!!!!

5. Sunrise or sunset?:
- both.

6. Staying up late or waking up early?:
- staying up late. and waking up late as well. =x

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do you like anyone? :
- now. nope. but i like yunho.

2. Do they know it?:
- i wish. lols.

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.

1. Sun or moon?:
- sun.

2. Winter or Fall?:
- both.

3. Left or right?:
- left. lols.

4. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?:
- 2 best friends.

5. Sunny or rainy:
- sunny.

6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice
cream?
- chocolate =)

A B O U T . Y O U.

1. What time is it?:
- 9.07pm

2. First and middle Name?:
- first name is... tay/min. no middle name.

4. Where do you want to live?:
- bora bora.

5. How many kids do u want?:
- 2.

6. You want to get married?:
- yes.

7. Bad habit:
- alot. like wiping my hands with my shirt after
washing my hands. =x told you im not a girl.

8. Are you double jointed?:
- wat's that? xD

10. Can you cross your eyes?:
- cross your eyes? o__o i dont think i can.

11. Do you make your bed daily?:
- nope.

R A N D O M.

1. Which shoe goes on first?:
- random.

2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? :
- nope. i'll love to.

3. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?:
- i dont twirl and i dont cut.

2. Have you ever eaten Spam?:
- nope.

3. Favorite ice cream?:
- mint, cookies and cream, pulut hitam flavour
popsicle.

4. How many kinds of cereal are in your
cabinet?:
- 1 packet.

5. Do you cook?:
- magee mee and cupnoodles, yes.

6. Current mood??:
- devastated + traumatised + frustrated.

IN . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U ?

1. Bought something:
- yeps. tuhon bands.

2. Sang:
- yea.

3. Been hugged:
- yeps. by lisbeth. lols.

4. Felt stupid:
- oh, i feel stupid everyday.

5. Missed someone:
- yea.

6. Danced Crazy:
- nope. i cant dance. damnit.

7. Gotten your hair cut:
- nah.

SURVEY NO.3

Type your FIRST REACTION when you hear these
35 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut
reaction please):

1.Cigarette: death and damnation! OH!
2. friends: team party poopers and the mad group.
3.Relationships: sweetness.
5. Power rangers: blue ranger.

SURVEY NO.4

1. Starting Time: 9.20pm
2. Name: min
3. Best Friend(s): jaesung.
4. Sexiest Friend: all of them are sexy.
5. Funniest Friend(s): sharlen, sharmin, xiangqi,
jaesung.
6. Smartest friends: sharlen. mildred. sharmin.
actually all.
7. Dumbest Person: ME. x_x
8. Shyest Friend: shereen? lols. jaesung.
9. Most boring person: me.
10. Who Do you get advice from: jaesung and a few
other random friends.
12. Date Of Birth: 17 dec.
13. Righty / Lefty : both. but more of right.
15. Shoe Size : 7.
16. Shoe Brand: brandless.
17. Do you Crack any Body Parts: fingers.
19. Siblings: 2. im the eldest.
20. Email Address: minho_dbsk@hotmail.com
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: jaesung.
22. Crush: yunho. for 2 years + already.
23. Liked (As A Friend): all. =)
25.Hope the person you send this to would reply:
reply for? -/-
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: nope. xD unless it's
haagen daz cookies and cream then i dont mind. rofl.
27.Ran Into a Glass Door: not yet. xD and i hope i
dont.
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: nah. not that self concious.
30. Nearly hit by a car: i hit the car with my
bike. =x and i ran away.
31. Ran into a parked car: YEA. exactly. with my
bike. and i flew up and the bike hit me. and i
SURVIVED! xD

Girls Fill Out About Guys

35. Boxers or Briefs: both also can la. nt my
business right.
36. Tall or Short : tall. taller than me.
37. Does size matter: nah.
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms?: eww. muscular arms.
39. Body or Personality: personality.
40. Ear Pierced or Not: anything.
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy: both.
42. Good or Bad guy: no one is good.

Which One is Better

59. Coke or pepsi: pepsi.
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: mcdonalds. kfc eww.
61. Cats or Dogs : BOTH!!!!
62. Coffee or Tea : both.
63. Eastside or westside: wat? does tat matter?
4. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate.
65. Cake or Cookies: CAKES!
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks:
purple striped lime. cool.
67. Sunset or Sunrise: both.
68. Day or Night: erm... day.
69. Lights on or off : off.
70. Summer or Winter: both.

Your Favourite

71. Food: all kinds!
72. Drinks: eh. green apple juice!
73. Holiday destination: borabora.
74. Radio Station: yes 933.
75. Place: the beach.

In The Future

76. Will you believe in God: maybe.
77. What you want to be when you grow up: POLICE
OFFICER. heh heh. or maybe i'll join the navy.
*coughs*
78. Define Love: i dont know.
80. Favourite Place: beach~
81. Favourite day(s): fridays and saturdays.
82. Bedtime: definitely not earlier than 11pm.
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: ehh...
ching. lols.
84.Satan or God or Atheis: god.

QUIZ!

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OMG! YUCHUN. WHY EVERYTIME HIM?! lols. nah. i love him, but as an elder brother, not those lover type. ROFL. stop it people. dont remind me that im self delusional (watever spelling). =x

some hot guys i found... =x

^CLICK. HOT GUYS.

i know my taste is kind of weird. x__x i think yunho is the most normal person that i love. the rest dont really look human. MANA OMG OMG HE IS SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY!

enough. =x - oh ya, some things here are missing because of html thingy. -.-

THEIR CONCERT NOW! actually maybe over already. lols. hope those who went enjoyed. well, they will sure to enjoy. WHO WOULDNT?! alsdfjldskjf.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

oh lear lear lear.

2006-07-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

LEAR LEAR LEAR!

i failed king lear. UNGRADED. omfg. 4.5 more marks to sub-pass. GOSH. i love king lear so much, don't understand why i can't write and score well. Rozells commented that i was narrating. Maybe i really was... but. GRRRRRR. Luckily othello saved me. if not i'll be super devastated now.

tsktsktsk. saddening. you are self deluded. so when will you become king lear and gain self awareness? i know, when you go insane, right? but you are already insane. =x

tml maybe getting gp paper back. OMG. i must prepare myself for the worse...

ordered some worldcup tshirt. gonna exchange usd. AISH. troublesome! asl;dfajsfljsadf.

their concert is only tml! EXCITED EXCITED. DONGBANG FIGHTING!

edit;;

aish. just feel like adding something to a person. yeps. not anyone from srjc de.

You have just degraded yourself. you're now the lowest of the lowest. Congrats ya. Serve you right.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

ssibal.

2006-07-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

SSIBAL.

=x

okie. had band practice today. quite fun. played rhapsody for/of hanukah (something like that xD). VERY NICE. lols. we played for a few bars only. also went through national anthem. eh. today the sounded quite ok... =)

WHO WANT TO JOIN BAND?! COME JOIN BAND OK!!!!!! =)

i failed math. totally expected so ya... *roll eyes* oh wells.... *coughs*

- Congratulations (or should it be commiserations?), since you love fame so much, we're giving it to you. You're currently our hottest topic, and i believe you will continue to be for the rest of the year. CHEERS! dumbass. go bang your head on the wall please. before that, i'll like to thank you for entertaining us with all your nonsense, and to provide us with a topic to bitch about. WOOHOO.

concert on friday. DBSK FIGHTING! will be mentally supporting ya. ^________^;;

- I LOVE YUNHO -

my dream job.

2006-07-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Tiring tiring tiring.... =x

i am really really really tempted to join the police force. i think i'm really crazy. i went to that website and look around. SO COOL! lols. i can join next year already, after my birthday. =x but i can only be a corporal... LOLS. and i need to stay at police academy for 6 months. and get paid $1 612.03 per month. but train till siao. okie.... why am i talking about this. X_______X i must pass A`s and GP! so that the pay will be higher!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. from now on i'll take PE seriously. *coughs* aiya. i can only dream. dont even know if my parents will allow or not. GRRRR. but if i can i'll go after uni. =x

pw suck big time. WHY THE HELL MUST WE HAVE PROJECT WORK?! to make us more creative and innovative?! HA! funny. it just adds on the stress that we are already facing from our studies. x_____x

haven't got back any of the papers yet. *taps foot impatiently* i'll rather be traumatised early than to suffer later... at least i can buck up earlier. LOLS. i got back chinese. *rolls eyes* chinese is not impt, yet it is. you must pass mother tongue in order to get into uni. and the points will only be rewarded if you're going to major in some chinese studies AND you must get distinction. SHIT CAN. =x i'm so not going to care for chinese. WASTING MY TIME.

yunho..... miss him so much. 3 more days to their concert. they must be busy preparing right now. BEST OF LUCK! Work hard but not at the expence (watever spelling xD) of your health okie! don't wanna see anyone of you admit into the hospital again. AISH. Heard that super junior is in KL right now. OH WELLS. i am so ill fated. I am so jealous. What to do. SINGAPORE IS JUST ONLY A RED DOT. and the population we have right now is less than dbsk/superjunior fanbase in any other place. *sigh* Can't really do anything about it i guess.

i can only pray.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

birthdays...

2006-07-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

ohhhh. today is xiangqi's and heechul's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWO THEM! heh.

heechul! still pretty and young forever. may your talents be put into good good use. sing more, rap more, act more! improve your dancing rofl. and you'll be the next superstar! =)

i feel so tired. have to do insights and reflection but i decided not to... tml go school then wayang... =x also left with one more econs essay outline. i have no idea how to start at all. guess im doomed.

sometimes i really envy others. but too bad, i can't be them. i have to be myself. devastating... =x

stupid sbs havent reply me yet. damn. am i that insignificant? i am not worth anybody's time at all...

WAHHH.

i got the sudden urge to go on tour. lols. i wanna visit lots and lots of places. i wanna go bora bora. i wanna go and look at the pacific ocean. i wanna go everywhere!!!!

- I LOVE YUNHO -

remember...

2006-07-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

... today. the day where all my feelings are gone.

from now on, i'll concentrate on studies and band. don't have that free time to bother about other things anymore. *roll eyes*

BUT...

dbsk and super junior will continue to live with me. =)

isn't this pathetic? that i have be self denial in order to stay happy. or at least look human.

*continue to roll eyes*

edit;;

okie. i dreamt of something bad. nightmare. WAH. it's about my brother suddenly disappeared and i went all over to look for him. after that i found him. he was forced to work in a coffee shop by some aunty. AISH.

scare me alot. what if one day he really disappear?! *TOUCH WOOD* i so swear that i'll go crazy. haiz.

was browsing through my past entries... i've got no life at all. no social life. that's kind of sad. when can i go out and enjoy myself again? T__T

you are sick again?

ddo apa yo?

rmb to take medicine

yak chal cheng gol mokeo yo.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

the worse day of my school life.

2006-07-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today is definitely going to be one of the days where i'll remember after i graduate from jc. lols. or perhaps forever. i am a person who bear grudges. so ya. =x

For the past 10 years of my school years, i am always punctual, i was never late. But today, due to some unforseen incident, i broke my record - i was late for school. This is an absurb and most ridiculous thing that ever happened to me. I see school as a very important place and therefore being late to school is worse than anything in the world. If it is my fault that i woke up late or whatever and that's why im late for school, then i've nothing to say. but if im late due to someone else's fault and i have bear the responsibility, then i reserve the right to be angry.

What happened was i was waiting at that busstop, the one opp blk 177, the one below a row of en blocks. I was waiting for bus 153. Today i've decided to take the later bus coz i feel like it. I reached that busstop at 6.38am to see 153 past by. Nvm, coz that wasnt the bus that i want to take. lols. Ya. to fast forward, at about 6.49am, the double decker bus came. I stood up from my seat and went forward, waiting to board the bus. To my surprise, it didn't stop but continue. I stared blankly at the bus which just passed me. It stopped because of the red light. I should have noted down the plate number. that was not very impt anyway. The issue is, WHY DIDNT THE BUS STOP? I wasn't even running for the bus. I stood there, waiting for it to approach the bus stop! HELLO! My uniform is not even black in colour, it is PEACH colour. So there is no reason that the driver couldn't see me. And if he couldn't see me, then why is he looking at me as he drove past?! WHY WHY WHY?! is he crazy?! I think that explains perfectly why singapore is ranked at the bottom few of the most courteous country. =x

So in the end i have to spend abt 20mins waiting for 153. It was already 7.06am by the time it arrive and i was confirmed late. late for 10mins. initially they wanted to scan my card, but i didn't let them. lols. explained to that teacher. he said there are bound to be such incidents, so next time take the earlier one. -.- what if the 'earlier one' happens to be that same driver? didn't really punish. was made to recite the pledge.

i've already sent the complaint letter to sbs. hopefully they'll give me a reasonable explaination. I want an explaination from that driver. and hopefully they'll have the basic courtesy to at least apologise. because of that driver that's why im late. how shitty is that? it may seem a trivial matter to anyone. you might think that i'm blowing this matter up. but to me, it really has a great impact. when i look at 153, i was afraid to board. i was afraid that it will just drive past. -.- i was quite shakened (?! or traumatised) by this incident. =x really. you know i can't take shocks. if they don't, i'm gonna write to the papers. don't try me. i'll really do it.

-

Okie. today there's this security talk. not as bad as i thought. im inspired to join the navy. lOls. i really don't mind. but i don't think im gonna make it coz my physical fitness is a big big question mark. =x im gonna train after my a`s!!! xD really. if i dont join navy im gonna join police force. yay.

-

downloaded sky mv. VERY NICE! Very different from their other slow jap songs. this one is quite fast paced. and they were dancing in the mv!!! VERY CUTE. Yunho is so skinny. not skinny, but you can see that he slimmed down quite abit. that makes him look even sexier. but oppa, don't continue to slim down ok! xD he was smiling so happily in sky pv. lols. very kwiyeop! wahhhhh. yea. if he's happy then im happy too. WEEEEEE.

after watching that mv i almost forgot what happened today. lols.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

red sun mv

2006-07-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

weeeee. it's finally out. i sort of dont like the background. very fake.

heechul surprised me again. xDD his voice sounded so different everytime i hear him sing. lols. very nice. wahhhhh. i mistook typhoon's voice for kangta's. aish. i didnt see rose. wonder where is he.... wah. so long never see him le. the mv was quite nice. except for their abit spastic actions. yunho seems abit hyper in that mv. he's always like that. =x and he look quite thin leh. must eat more k!!!

i think his toothache gone le. but now it's my turn. my left gum swollen. don't know why. gona die soon. WAHHHHH. so yun, see, i'm suffering with you. T____T

go youtube watch hard gay. it's nothing erotic i swear. lols. type hard gay bakafish. very funny. there's this jap guy who dressed up in black. aiya, go watch and you'll understand. LOLS. nc16 ok.

today our class got scolded by zeenat. haiz. also cannot blame her coz we are too lazy to revise econs i guess. WAHH.

i thought today got no band. but when i was at the walk way towards the school gate, i saw kay yoke and rus, they told me chloe said got band. LOLS. and then we were standing there, contemplating whether to go or not go. then we were like blocking every band member who's trying to go home. LOLS. xDD the funniest thing is that cheehao was about to board the bus but someone called and told him got band, end up he have to walk back. LMAO! wasted alot of time la... after that, saw sj holding a cake. so we all went to sing birthday song for chimeng.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOMIE!

i didnt stay for the cake though. xD went up to band room. and then we didnt play anything. sat down and talked with mr chew about our band's situation. yeps. wahhhh. HAIZ.

choice piece not confirmed yet. but it might be seventh night of july. OMG. it's a nice song. i just don't know how am i gonna play that. i'll need to practice lots.

and and, keroy played his mp3 with the speaker thing. xD then we were having fun lazing around the music room. i played trombone and horn! omg. after i took out the mouth piece i felt as if my lips are gonna fall out or something. PAIN! xD after playing brass instruments i suddenly can reach my flute high notes. -.- and i can't play low notes for brass instruments. AISH. i'll continue to play my flute. xD

okie. sleepy. NIGHTS!

- I LOVE YUNHO -

screwed

2006-07-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHH. i am so dead.

DIE PROJECT WORK DIE!

i have to finish the damn data collection by this thursday. I have to finish insights and reflection by this week. I HAVE TO DO EOM BY THIS WEEK. I HAVE TO FIND 2 MORE ARTICLES FOR LITERATURE REVIEW. I HAVE DO UP FIRST DRAFT FOR WRITTEN REPORT.

~~shiat~~. i don't even know what to write for written report. mk didn't tell us what must be included inside. =x WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okie. change of template because the previous chun hyang one got screwed up.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
` praying for you.
- get well soon.
- don't overwork yourself, MUST REST!
- TAKE CARE.

YUNHO ARH!!!!

2006-07-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

wahhhh. i almost went crazy when i heard that he got hospitalised. but he discharged on 30 june.WAH. throat infection and tonsils and toothache? until he couldn't eat. poor thing. xD he was sick for quite long... he was hospitalised for 1 week in jap. and then again when he returned to korea.

o___o

HAIZ.

GET WELL SOON & TAKE CARE!

Yesterday was lee teuk's birthday. i forgot to wish him happy birthday. lols. HAPPY BELATED 23 BIRTHDAY!!!! continue to smile your sweetest smile! dimple guy~!

i have a sudden urge to hug every single one of the super junior and dbsk members. THEY ARE LOVE!

^ just look at this. OMGGGG. taken during ryuwook's 19th birthday on 21 june. SIWON KISSED HIM! AWWWWWWWWWWW. OMG OMG OMG LOOK AT THEM. aldfjlaskfjlskaf.
i went totally crazy after seeing that. hahahhahahhahhaha. sweet boy kissed that little boy! *laughs like mk =x*

anyway, 14 july is coming nearer and nearer. it means that the malaysia concert is approaching. quite disappointed that i can't go... they are like so near yet so far. this is like once in a lifetime thing... SOMEMORE SUPER JUNIOR WILL BE GOING. T__T they will be celebrating heechul (10 july) and leeteuk's birthdays. lols. xDD heard that they'll be having a thailand concert during sept. haiz. they said they will be having asian tour. so is singapore included? prolly not. we are too small. we don't have a very huge fanbase. T___T
what to do... if i can, i would wish to convert every singaporean we have to a dbsk fan. but i can't. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

edit;;

STAY WITH ME TONIGHT ON YES 933!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
thanks alot ~~~

teup gop ship ji an na yo. - pls stop grumbling

heur byung jung ha ji mal yo - i dont wanna listen.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

dragon zakura.

2006-07-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

okie. random title. xD i am watching that now. feat yamapi and teppei. went totally crazy. story is about this ex gang member who is currently a lawyer, wanting to get 5 students from this extremely lousy college into tokyo university. blar blar blar. LOLS. omg. so funny.

sometimes i just love to make myself angry. looking at peoples friendster pics can make me angry. omgomgomg. don't know why, but i just love doing that. lols. reading someone's blog makes me even more angry. ROFL. wahhhhhhh. okie. i am weird.

x__x i just get irritated for no reasons. and then all the negative thoughts will just come into my mind. i used to tell myself that i should have more confidence, but now it seems that i can't listen anymore.... wahhhhh. maybe im really going crazy.

you know what. im so tired of waiting.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
2 years have gone by so amazingly,
but you are still here... :)

c.r.a.z.y.

2006-06-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

woo. im almost done with common test. =x tml i'll have lit. gosh. i havent started othello revision. GOSHHHHH. and somemore i have a lvl chinese oral tml. the best is i only had one lousy practice (that oral for promos =x). I think i'll just fail la...

I dont really have the motivation to study lit. lols. maybe it's because of rozells' remarks. =x it's so tragic that i'm a lit student. i guess i shouldnt have taken lit when i was in sec 3. last time maraan, now rozells. this is so cursed. lols. always getting picked by lit teachers. it's not that rozells is picking at me la... it's just that i dont like his sarcastic remarks. but at least his remarks are not as sarcastic as maraan's. maraan will just scold me in front of the whole class. those bad memories. it's a wonder that i could pass my combine humans. laksjdflkasjdflksajflsdf. LIT REMINDED ME OF MARAAN. =x

I had my maths paper today. Actually i think if i've prepared enough i should be able to do those questions. I think it's because of my laziness that's why i blanked out when i saw some questions. I could do some when i am practicing at home, but at that C block (c for container, c for COLD), my brain froze and i didn't have the time to wear my jacket, and so, i couldnt think properly. To conclude, i will have to practice shit load of maths to be prepared for promos.

Oh ya, yesterday's econs. I TOTALLY DIED. I didn't know how to answer the data response at all. Don't even know how to link those extracts to the questions. OMFG. just stab me. then then, elasticity came out. i was quite happy when i saw ped and yed. spent half and hour writing that and didn't really have time to write part b. anyway i also dont know how to do part b, didn't have much to write. i think i wrote the wrong thing. question asked how have those concepts helped us in predicting future demand for rice and restaurant meals, i wrote something like what must be done to increase total revenue and demand. i am totally fried. =x SO DEAD. i think i'll be getting a negative mark. rofl. and ya, i screwed up chinese. OMFG.

instead of reading up othello notes, im blogging, friendstering and watching youtube. =x destress la. i'll study later. i already had 8 hours of sleep just now. LOLS. omg..... HEAVENLY. i had alot of WEIRD dreams just now. omg.

watching making of smtown summer red sun mv. VERY CUTE. yunho is JOY. seeing him makes me extremely happy. rofl. i look like a total idiot grinning at the computer screen. =x sound so wrong. reminds me of how mk laugh to herself from time to time. OMGGGG. mk reminds me of pw and i didn't touch that since the last conferencing with her. asdfghajdskfl. nvm. shall buck up after common test.

"... that glib and oily art, to speak and purpose not - since what i well intend, i'll do't before i speak..." - cordelia.

this is to someone i extremely dislike at this moment.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
my motivation

MORE ABT KR VS SUI

2006-06-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

Okie, i know this was what happened yesterday and that we shouldn't talk about the past. BUT I CAN'T, I JUST CAN'T LET THE REPORTERS WRITE RUBBISH ABOUT THIS MATCH.

Quotes from zaobao.

frei - " i think when my team mate was passing the ball, it hit one of the kr's player leg, and then the ball flew todays my direction. It is very hard to decide who's right and who's wrong in such situation, i can only say we have better luck. "

sui coach - " this is a very nervous and thrill match. Team Korea is a very SHI2 LI4 NU4 SHU2 (not up to standard?) team, and we are just lucky, but to say, it's right that we won. " (something like that xD)

what the reporter wrote - " the problem is, the sui player is not passing the ball to frei at that time, but he's passing it diagonally, however the ball hit leeho's leg and flew towards frei who's standing there (wrong position?). from this perspective, frei is not offside. to be strict, we should say it's korea player's "WU4 CHUAN2" that causes frei to benefit. "

" when the refree raised the flag, naturally korea players thought that it was an offside ball, and thus they didn't defend, only to see frei kicked the ball into the goal post. from this incident, korea have commited a mistake. they should continue playing because the refree did not blow the whistle. "

ok. enough of quotings. tired of translating it to english. RUBBISH MAN. who's the reporter? LIANG WEN LONG. I would have tear the papers into pieces and step on it and dig a hole and burn it and then bury it IF chunsoo's picture is not there. -.-

DAMN UNFAIR, FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid reporter, you don't understand is it? DONT UNDERSTAND THEN DONT WRITE ANYTHING! Frei is NOT offside (whatever, dont know how to translate YUE2 WEI4), WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? OPEN YOUR EYES AND IT! There is even pic that shows when frei is standing. It is very clear that he YUE2 WEI4, unless you're blind you can't tell.

Frei, are you spastic or are you SPASTIC? You don't know where you're standing ar?

Human cannot be multi tasking ok. Korea players saw the assistant refree raising up the flag. That's why they'll stop playing. EVEN THE SUI PLAYERS STOPPED PLAYING TOO. Why say it's only korea's fault? THE REFREE DID RAISE UP THE FLAG OK. Stupid main refree (elizondo), i think you should retire. And then when jisung wanted to talk things out with the assis refree, he just asked him to continue playing the match. FUCK.

let me scold - SSIBAL!

Jin cheul's head was bleeding. what happened? I know sui's player no.4 nose was bleeding also. but he injured it himself. -.- i wanna watch the match again. who got record?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

abt kr vs sui

2006-06-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

People, this entry will contain offensive words. If you are a die hard fan of sui then i suggest you not read my blog. If you are an anti-team Korea then please go somewhere else. If your dream is to become a refree then please read carefully and not repeat that stupid refree's mistake.

I did not watch the match coz it's at freaking 3am. I have gp at 8am. I went to sleep at 11pm, tossing and turning on my bed until 2am+ then i managed to fall asleep. Then my father's message at 3am woke me up. -.-

ok whatever, fast forward. It was at 5am+ then i knew the results. sung missed the match but she watched the review. kr vs sui; 0-2. And apparently, one of the goal that the sui scored was an OFFSIDE BALL. I also don't know what, but according to sung, the refree raised the flag, everybody stopped playing except that frei guy who 'GOALED'. After that, the refree decided to take it that he did not raise that flag, and therefore sui scored one goal. IT WAS FUCKING UNFAIR FOR THE REFREE TO BEHAVE LIKE THIS.

Damn it. You are the refree, and therefore your actions have great impact on the results.
Sure, anything you say will count, anything/everything you said is fixed, we can't do anything about it. It just reflects badly about you. How could you? How could you deny just like that? What is worldcup to you? Something for you to play cheat? WE WANT TO WATCH A FAIR MATCH.

It's not that i 'su1 bu4 qi4' (for that who dont understand chinese/dont want to understand, it means dont admit defeat), i admit that Korea LOST to SUI, but they lost by only ONE goal. This whole match was so ridiculous that i begin to suspect if SUI team got bribe that screw loose refree or not. I heard that they had many fouls and managed to go scot free. HA. Actions speak louder than words. This match have shown us the ugly side of human. Using underhand means to gain victory. What's the point?

To FREI, you just wait. You will not have an easy life. Cheering after you 'GOALED'? That is plain spastic. I just feel sad for you. Why can't you use the right way to win? Why must you win through such ridiculous offside ball thing? EVERYBODY, PLEASE SHOW SOME SYMPATHY TOWARDS THIS FREI GUY. He is self deluded. He believed that he won. You know what you yourself did. You're just lying to yourself that you've won. If you still have conscience, maybe you'll feel guilty about this. But if you dont feel anything except for the joy of winning, then i have nothing to say. You have failed greatly. Congratulations, you've just became famous, or should i say, INFAMOUS?

Red devils, even though you guys have lost, but don't give up! You are in fact the winners. You guys played through the fair way, not like those stupid sui players out there. I heard that one of the red devils got injured. This time there is blood. o____o No wonder you guys will lost. You guys were never a rough player when compared to your opponents. You have 4 years more to train. And by 2010, i believe that red devils will be even more powerful than before!!! =)

Let me cheer once more coz the next time that we can cheer is 2010.

DAE~ HAN MIN GUK! *xx xx X* DAE~ HAN MIN GUK! *xx xx X*

FIGHTING SPIRIT OF THE EAST. - forever. =)

Vanessa's birthday on 24 June, went to han's at raffles place to have dinner. lols. We bought a cake there for her! weeeeee. and then got ban1 jiang3 dian3 li3 also. rofl. enjoyed ourselves i guess. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

dbsk, i hope you guys dont be too upset over the match. xD

- I LOVE YUNHO -

OMFG.

2006-06-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK + HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE.

i am so sure that i am going to die if i continue to read that blog. omfg. shall edit later. going to watch the king's man with jaesung later. WAHHHHHH.

junki "i like girls, not guys" in today's papers. ROFL. =x

edit;

okie. i found something that cheered me up alot alot. =)

http://www.dailymotion.com/group/870/video/181103

that's the 2002 korea worldcup song. sang by sm artists such as dana, ses, blackbeat, shinhwa, babyvox .... OMG. THIS SONG IS SO SO SO CUTE!!!!! a very happy tune. lols.

MUCH SEE!

- I LOVE YUNHO -

bitched up.

2006-06-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

How do you begin your blog? I hate the fact that i do not know how to. aish. call me stupid. =x

I've been doing lots of things. Mainly watching vids. xD i've watched king's man, nobuta wo produce, part of my sassy girl chun hyang, part of spring waltz, 1st 2 epis of tokyo juliet (wu zun is so leehom-ish), and now, kurosagi. THIS IS REALLY ADDICTIVE! I missed the old times during the first 3 months where i just lazed around watching tons of vids from youtube. omg... sadly, i can't continue watching because stupid youtube suspended so many users. and because school is gonna reopen. aishhhh.

i just realised that i can't watch the kr vs sw match this sat. i have gp exam in the morning. OMFG. asdfghjkl;qwertyuiopzxcvbnm,./ I WANT TO WATCH!!!! I guess i can only depend on jaesung to tell me the details beh. RED DEVILS HWAITING! i think i'm gonna sing that dongbang's fighting spirit everyday. Im losing faith. xD I feel so guilty. and i got motivated by 'please dont forget how hard we must try' line. ARGHHH. im going crazy. right now im like super worried. for lots of things.

one of my favourite pastime is to read blogs, especially asfsjafsfd people's blog. after reading i just feel like i got to laugh. and then criticise. im such a saddist eh? everytime i see him i just feel like kicking him. in fact i dont wanna see him at all. =x

oh ya. just now i went to see the translation for endless moment. gosh. it's so beautiful. i was surprised when i heard eunhyuk singing. i've listened to endless moment for so many times and i didn't know that that voice belongs to eunhyuk. HE HAS GOT SUCH A NICE VOICE!! Yea. eunhyuk oppa, sing more! Don't always rap. hehe. multi talented? He can sing, he can rap, and a great dancer! WHOA. I don't think we have such talents in singapore.... =x

I'm so into yamapi. OMG OMG OMG. I can write one page about him. but i'll not do that of cos. 4 years older than me. 21 this year. HE LOOK SO MATURE. omg omg omg.

something from nobuta wo produce. heh.

^ compare. who looks younger? *DIES* i can't tell. they look the same. 1 year difference. rofl. =x i love doing boliao things such as this. aishhhh. something is wrong with me... UHLJJANGS!

- I LOVE YUNHO -
i believe...

DAE HAN MIN GUK!

2006-06-19T05:01:00.000+08:00

AND AGAIN, THE RED DEVILS DID IT!!! It's a DRAW, 1-1. =))

THANKS JI SUNG! I really thank you, God.

There are so many things which i wanna point out.

First, i was watching worldcup online, from this webby which sj gave me (thanks sj!). CCTV5, some china channel. There's this fucking chinese host's voice who kept on emphasising what the france players did, and complained in a freaking gay voice when henry didn't score when it's so close to scoring. Then during break, there's another 2 hosts, analysing what will the outcome be. You now what they said? They said by playing against france, korea is doing nothing but creating troubles for france, and that they have a very slim chance of scoring. -.- WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS. After the break, korea was still not scoring. Then that fucking chinese voice said 'how come korea is still not scoring after so long? so strange...' like hello, i bet you can't even stand there properly. I think you can't even touch the ball at all. =x DONT ACT CLEVER CAN! Stupid bootlicker. He also mentioned abt the no. of times that france can actually score. He said until like korea is nothing when compared to france. GOSH. can't stand can't stand.

France soccer fans, i am very sorry to say this, but they SUCK. Yes junsu, i know you love them and i have no idea why you do. that henry guy seriously need to get a life. Maybe some of them can even consider joining the media industry you know. KEPT ON FAKING AND FAKING. There was once where leeho didn't even touch henry, and off henry went rolling on the ground. CRAZY. edit; i forgot to add how spastic that french player was. going into the goal post to take that ball out and kick it away. HOW STUPID! omg, i seriously need to laugh. HE WENT INTO THE GOAL POST! LMAO. somemore he is not even a goal keeper. OMFG LMAO. =x Please becareful in future and not make the same spastic mistake like going into the goal post to collect a ball that your opponent have just kicked in. -.-

Red devils have worked hard. Argh. 2 people injured right? Damn. Poor leeho. T__T first shoulder, then head. THAT IDIOT WHO KICKED HIS HEAD, I HOPE YOU WILL GET KICK NEXT TIME, and in that most impt area of your body. =) LOLS. =x Hope he'll be fine soon.

Don't know what happen today, but dongjin suddenly become very cool. LOLS. Jaejin also. CHUN SOO WAS DAMN HAWT when he took off his shirt after the match. lols. xD omo omo. So now, im a fan of leeho and dongjin. Forever fan of chunsoo and junghwan. =)

To those who think that korea is not gonna make it, BOOOOOO YOU! Coz you wont know the results until the very last minute. You know, anything can happen in that few seconds. =)

Didn't get to see dbsk, but it's ok, coz they were there. Knowing that we were watching the same match makes me happy. ROFL. =x

time to sing ... *clears throat*

DONG BANG'S FIGHTING SPIRIT!

YOOCHUN
I'll always believe in the strength that breathes in you
Your persevering appearance has awoken me
And has shown me that we can win it all

YUNHO
We've waited a long time for that time when we unite again
Fifty million hearts, hearts in which we carve our flag
We'll do this with you so that you won't be lonely

JAEJOONG
Please show us our rising flame,
The fighting spirit that, with our lasting love, does not give in,
So that it may ring throughout the world

CHANGMIN
We've dreamed a truly beautiful dream, protecting it with our love
Caress the ailing minds, outstretch your hands
Let us be by your side, until the day we win

JUNSU
Please show us our rising flame,
The fighting spirit that, with our lasting love, does not give in,
And is in everyone's hearts

JAEJOONG
We were able to know,
With an impossible amount of perspiration
That we would achieve our dreams only through our tears

JUNSU
Open your hearts wide, and always give your best
Please don't forget how hard we must try

ALL
I believe that, with you, our cheers
Will work miracles once more,
That the world will be ours once again
Please show us our rising flame,
The fighting spirit that, with our lasting love, does not give in,
So that it may ring throughout the world

JAEJOONG
Warriors of the nation we're proud of...

JUNSU
Towards victory, Korea~

CREDITS: gasamaen + c0wm00z(for romanizing) & jjlove(for the Korean lyrics AND translation) @ IN:COM + naver + flamee; @ CassiopeiaSG

**take and die.

WOOHOO :) RED DEVILS RED DEVILS; AJA AJA FIGHTING. Continue to work hard and i'm sure your hard work will be paid off! God will create miracles for you guys. FIGHTING SPIRIT OF DONGBANG!

DAE HAN MIN GUK~!!!

- I LOVE YUNHO -
and team Corea~

happy international yunmin day.

2006-06-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

IT'S 17 JUNE TODAY!!!! the day i have been waiting for... lols.

It has been 2 years already... woohoo. and the love is still there. DONG BANG SHIN KI, SARANG HAMNIDA!!!

okie. basically i didn't celebrate... did some stuffs at csg today. i realise that we need a massive clean up session. ARGH!

Also, youtube pissed me off because they suspended the person who uploaded spring waltz. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?! what is youtube for?! If they dont allow us to upload dramas then what for set up? we all wanna watch drama! come on, who would wanna watch YOUR vid about your personal life or watever?!??! GRRRRRRRRRRRR. YOUTUBE USERS WHO ARE READING THIS, LET'S ALL LEAVE YOUTUBE!!! LET IT CLOSE DOWN. lols. shifting to dailymotion.com soon. weeeeeee. xDD

edit;;

time to sing ... *clears throat*

DONG BANG'S FIGHTING SPIRIT!

YOOCHUN
I'll always believe in the strength that breathes in you
Your persevering appearance has awoken me
And has shown me that we can win it all

YUNHO
We've waited a long time for that time when we unite again
Fifty million hearts, hearts in which we carve our flag
We'll do this with you so that you won't be lonely

JAEJOONG
Please show us our rising flame,
The fighting spirit that, with our lasting love, does not give in,
So that it may ring throughout the world

CHANGMIN
We've dreamed a truly beautiful dream, protecting it with our love
Caress the ailing minds, outstretch your hands
Let us be by your side, until the day we win

JUNSU
Please show us our rising flame,
The fighting spirit that, with our lasting love, does not give in,
And is in everyone's hearts

JAEJOONG
We were able to know,
With an impossible amount of perspiration
That we would achieve our dreams only through our tears

JUNSU
Open your hearts wide, and always give your best
Please don't forget how hard we must try

ALL
I believe that, with you, our cheers
Will work miracles once more,
That the world will be ours once again
Please show us our rising flame,
The fighting spirit that, with our lasting love, does not give in,
So that it may ring throughout the world

JAEJOONG
Warriors of the nation we're proud of...

JUNSU
Towards victory, Korea~

CREDITS: gasamaen + c0wm00z(for romanizing) & jjlove(for the Korean lyrics AND translation) @ IN:COM + naver + flamee; @ CassiopeiaSG

**take and die.

RED DEVILS, AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!!!! DAE HAN MIN GUK.

I simply love the song... =) inspirational? lols.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
2 years and still counting...

darn.

2006-06-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Oooh. Let's see. I woke up at 12.35 today. OMFG. I was supposed to wake up at 9.30am!!! T__T half of the day gone like this... then i read a little bit of lit and off to watch vids. GOSH. How to pass CT like that?!?! HUHHH?! lols... I guess the sense of urgency isn't there yet... sheeshhhh.

I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR. Heehee. Keep watching their vids on youtube. aishhh.

KiBum my little son... He is so shy and everything. SO CUTE! awwwww. Lee Sung Min my first love in super junior... xD Still remember how pinkpiggie used to spike me by putting in her banner that leesungmin belongs to her... well... LMAO. (jaesung, rmb pinkpiggie? ROFL!) I seriously don't know who i like in super junior... goshhhhhh. Especially when there's this 13th member. WAH. Jo Kyu Hyun. 03.02.1988. HE IS SO YOUNG!!! The youngest in sj. omgggggg. His voice is so good. Lee teuk. cute dimple guy. Always fooling around with Kang In. AISH. They are the best SJ Couple so far. xD Then next couple is Dong Hae and Eun Hyuk. Ryuwook that little boy. Shin Dong, chubby bear, so cute! Ye Sung, his voice is remarkable!! I love his voice. My favourite actor - CINDERELLA aka HeeChul. He is so talented! I got a shock when i saw him playing piano today. i mean on youtube. xD And then the chinese member Han Kyung. Don't you love his hair?! I LOVE HIS HAIR!!! wahhhhhh.

Siwon is my sweet boy. xD i just realise that he is inside spring waltz. I AM GOING TO WATCH THAT!!!! Weeeeeeeeeee.

SUPER JUNIOR IS LOVE.

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now now, i just finished reading one blog and i feel like killing people already... What a disgusting piece of xxxx. Ewwww. It is such a disgrace for me to know such a person, really. I am ashamed to face such a crap. Inappropriate use of english, and yet he still thinks that his english is WOW. OMFG. yes, i know my english is not perfect but i can't help picking him. =x His blog really disgust me alot. From now on i am not gonna talk to him again. EWW. Our status don't match at all. And i am giving you this magic word that you kept hearing - SUPERFICIAL.

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Oh ya... today i saw some comments on youtube that really piss me off. First there is this person who replied on another person's comment saying how much she love kibum and superjunior, and that if we dont believe we can go check on her profile and favourites. -.- and she watched that show becoz kibum is in it. I mean HELLO, who don't? That reply gives me the impression of her measuring how much she love kibum and superjunior. It is like i got 500 videos of kibum, you only got 400, and therefore i love him more than you. TOTAL RUBBISH. Aishhhh. I dont have a single favourite of the dbsk, and it means i don't love them huh?! Please, think logically.

And i watched this princess diary show, abt this girl going out with hankyung, shindong, donghae and leeteuk. That girl get to go out and do things with them individually and at the end of the show, she gets to pick who she like. I saw this comment, saying that the girl is ugly, she don't deserve my (the person who commented) donghae. OMFG. Upon seeing this, my good mood from ^ immediately becomes _ and i went to reply 'the girl is not ugly. and donghae is not yours.' i hope that girl will have the brains to at least think. AISHHHHH. That girl is not ugly at all! PLEASE. Just because you saw that girl being so itimate with donghae and you're like so far away from him doesn't mean that the girl is ugly. Wake up, donghae can never be yours. He does not belong to anyone. -.-

OH YA. Speaking of this, just now i watch love letter. Kibum got paired up with Su Jin. I saw lots of girls commented about sujin. You should know what their comments are... AISH. I think they really look cute together!!!! WAH.

What's wrong with the people around me. AISH.

Yunho ar yunho. Bogoshipta. =) Have you ever seen me publicly claiming that jung yun ho is mine? like 'Jung Yun Ho is MINE, Hands OFF' things like this? No right? (i hope i didn't) lols.
Even though i am crazy about him, but i am not self deluded. xD Note that i use Mrs.JYH, not mrs jung yun ho. You can never be mrs jung yun ho i guess. lols. not unless you're korean, and you work in the media industry. can a hardcore fan of yunho become his wife? hmmmm. xD

- I LOVE YUNHO -

KOREA WON!

2006-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!! I am damn high now... although i am still a little bit paranoid from watching super junior evil spirit spooky show... grrrr. =x but that didn't ruin my good mood.

KOREA WON TOGO.

ChiMeng! LOOK! They WON. Angel is the hottest girl... heh. =)

DAE HAN MIN GUK.

Lee Chun Soo (14) and Ahn Jung Hwan (9) ... WOOOOOO. SARANGHAMNIDA!! Really thanks! and Park Ji Sung too. HURRAY TO TEAM KOREA! hehehehehehehehe. i am crazy now. Just now i was praying like mad and behaving like alkdjfalksdjflkdsajfasldjfds. xDD WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

oops. junsu must be really happy now. lols. so is yunho.

TEAM KOREA, AJA AJA FIGHTING!

- I LOVE YUNHO -

ridiculous.

2006-06-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Aish. went to school for econs today. It ended at 10am. i thought i was going home... but i end up watching vcds at sharlen's house. lols. xD i rewatched shutter. screamed like there's no tml. and then we watched pride and prejudice. wah. darcy is really cute!!!!! xD

i am pmsing again. some people just annoy the hell out of me. they have got no sense of responsibility at all. damn. why do such people exist? and why the hell are they so damn popular? is it cool to be irresponsible? personally i feel that such people should be burned in hell. x_x

DIE~!

oh ya. i gained hell lot of weight. i'm going on a water diet soon. wth.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
neomoo neomoo joahae

i just wanna look at you forever...

2006-06-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

yo ppl. today i had my chinese oral. guess wat? I SCREWED IT UP!!!!

he lao shi was like telling me that i should have stressed some words and not read so fast. wahhh. then the conversation part was disastrous. he gave me this thing about is childhood important for a child to grow up healthily or something like that. i was speechless, completely dont know how to answer him. my mind was blank. and then he said nvm, he'll give me another one and pretend that he didn't give that childhood one. and again, i screwed up the second one. lols. but at least i said something. T_______T nobody believed that i screwed up chinese oral i guess. there goes part of my chinese marks for promos. haiz.

econs was crap. total rubbish. i don't know what mr lum was talking about at all. he was like chanting in this monotone, and he wrote the 'suggested answer' in a format... like ... ... and ... expect us... to ...... understand.... yeps. he put those '................' it was SUPER IRRITATING. and i dont know what shit to fill in at all. i've just wasted 2 hours of my life listening to his nonsense lecture. i think i would prefer zeenat. x___x

lols. that feeling revived on may 28. =) so i guess... yeps. i'll continue to be like this. i just wanna look at you forever.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
saranghanda

cssp spastic camp.

2006-06-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

ppl, i am BACK! woohoo. xD i feel quite weird anyways... i don't know why. Maybe i'm adapted to that simple life in TRACOM. Bathing in cold water everyday, sleeping in that abit plain dorm without aircon, walking 1493834 km to the canteen everyday. Life is great there. =)

day 1
went to j8 first. then waited for chimeng... then we took 156 together to tracom. spastic happening no.1 - i told meng that we should just follow the other srjcians when they alight so that we wont get lost, that is, to follow the crowd. =x but to our very surprise, all of us missed that bus stop. LMAO. xD it was only day 1!! and such retarded thing happened. okie. so we alighted one bus stop after and walked 1394083094802934 km back to old police academy (the one opp cj). we climbed 23483209849 slopes to get to carpark E. what a GREAT way to start a camp! yeahs.

after that, we took attendance, and we were told that the sec2s will only be arriving tomorrow. -.- so day 1 was basically a pretty slack day. i went to the female dorm. it was actually a male dorm, but the girls are supposed to sleep there, so yeah. i got a shock when i went into the toilet. it was those open shower thing... ya. without cubicles and you are suppose to stand there to shower with 10 other people. T___T i didn't get to shower like this though... coz... nvm. lols.

we walked around police acad. we only managed to cover less than 1/4 of it. aish. xDD the rest of the day we slacked. lights out at 9.30pm +. i slept like dont know wat. xD the woke up at 0015+. then sleep again. the next time i woke was like 6am something alrdy. wow. i definitely had a good rest! =)

day 2
okie. we all woke up at 7am if i am not wrong... lols. wash up then went to have breakfast. after that we waited for those kids to come. 2 buses were late. omg. and then they had to cancel the icebreaker games because we have to go for cd training. i have a shit load of opinions to voice out man... the kids are plain talkative, they can't be serious at all. those cd trainings were quite important and there they were, talking among themselves, not listening and kept on making noises. got one time i was really angry and shouted "HELLO PEOPLE" at them. everybody became quiet. but then i heard one kid saying "hello? who is this?" wtf man. this shows how ILL MANERED they were. Orchid Park Secondary. Remember this. Next time if there's other camps involving this school, be prepared.

After the briefing is the station games. i'm not sure if the kids enjoyed themselves or not. the games requires them to put what they have learnt during the cd training into good use, which i'm sure most of the spastic did not. There was this game, i was the casualty and i got ankle injury. You know what they did? Initially they wanted to DRAG me out of the place. Like hello, my ankle is injured, how can you still apply force to my injury? It dont make sense at all. Some more that wasn't the first time they learn first aid skills lo. x___x The other game is that i am an unconcious person, lying in a mrt with an exploded bomb, that means i have to get out of the scene asap. Then this group of students wanted to do cpr on me, IN THE TRAIN somemore. Omg. I don't know how do they think. How can you do cpr on a person when there's fire? All die is it? Who to blame... aish. they are only sec 2 KIDS.

They complained about EVERYTHING. Like that open shower thing, food not nice, food too little, always the same drink, no aircon, alot of bugs....... GOSH. See how pampered they are. Like hello, i live 3 years longer than them, and what makes them think that i LOVE staying there (which i did)? lols. Will you die without air con? Will you die showering in the open shower thing? No right? AISH. In some countries there arent any toilets or showers at all. PLEASE, PEOPLE. Wake up! Think about those kids in africa! (there i goes again~)

After lights out, there's this SECRET meeting for all the facilitators. We waited so long for the excos to come la. Meeting was supposed to start at 10.45pm. But we waited until 11pm+... T___T they briefed us on that smrt that is going to take place tml (wed)... yeps.

After one whole day of craps, i was completely knocked out. I fell asleep the moment my head touches the bed and didn't wake up until the next morning. lmao.

day 3
I woke up at 6am+... and i was late for the morning excercise thingy. Miscommunications bah. Jw said meet at 6.30am de. Or did i hear wrongly? I don't know. When i reached parade square, alot of people there already. Did some excercise and then went to eat breakfast. After that was some briefing by some smrt guy. Couldn't really see those slides and hear what they said. lols. i think they mentioned that we will be going for the drill later ba. The kids were making noises. aish...

Here comes the fun part. We all went to amk station. And took a train to bishan depo. Alot of reporters were here, minister of home affairs was there. I didn't see him. Maybe i did. But i don't know how he looks like. What is his name? LOLS. =x And here goes another session of complaining... On the way to bishan depo, i told them that there will be a black out later... And that don't look out of the window and cover their ears all blarblarblar. Later it turned out that the "black out" was still too bright to consider it as a 'black out'. The kids were like 'black out how come the train can still move? why is the first light still on?' For goodness sake. *sighs* The bomb explosion wasn't really an bomb explosion coz it wasn't LOUD enough. aish. i felt like a fool. lmao. The kids were like 'argh' in a sarcastic way. -.- When we asked them to evacuate, they took their time to STROLL. wtf.

A train containing 1500++ passengers can only take maximum 4 mins to evacuate, either that or they all die in the train. You know how long we took? 8mins. And there's only 400 + of us. We died like 5 times already la. grrrrrrrrrrr. After a whole lot of craps we finally returned to the camp site for lunch. After lunch was station games again.

We went to the wrong station for the first game. lmao. after that we went to the correct station, but the station masters were not there. -.- they changed the venue without telling us. omg. made us waited there for nothing. OMG. xDD we couldnt finish all the games la... poor time management. Next was WATER BOMB. Facilitators were supposed to protect yihao and johannas (not sure of the spelling). Then campers were protecting 2 chief facis. I don't know la. I only know we were bombing each other. Lols. very fun. I think this is the only good part. Everyone is enjoying. After that, we picked up all the plastic bags. First time i see everybody so enthu in picking up rubbish. LOLS.

The excos really rock man. For this la. Coz they gave us ice cream!!! yay. Really thanks for the treat. xD

Change of event. Spastic happening no.2: i was in bed, falling asleep. Then this girl came into our dorm and asked us to get to mph coz one bunk of guy campers missing. So we went to wake the girl campers up. So bad la, people sleeping and we had to wake them up... aishhh. In 5 mins time, all of us were out in mph. Waiting for something to happen but nothing happened. I don't know what's happening. Gosh. After a series of crap, the campers went back to sleep while the facilitators stayed. Timothy told us that a bunk of guy campers went missing. And that someone reported that they heard FEMALE VOICES in the guys blk, and 2 facilitators wearing that white and orange shirt went around the guys blk, telling them that today is the last night, they can party all they want but dont make noise shit. Apparently, all of us dont know what the hell is going on. Till now, i still dont know who the 2 facis are. Spastic people. Or maybe the campers twisted our words? They are pretty good at that. Maybe it's something impersonating as one of us. About the female voices thing... think of it in a spooky way la... All these are so crappy and freaky. Scary. We returned to our dorms at 2am +++ lo. Haiz.

day 4
there wasnt anything much on day 4. During photo taking session, there was this grp of girls, scolding timothy in their own mother tongue. wtf man. use their own dodo bird brain to think. why keep using profanities when you don't know what it means? what does 'na-beh' mean? You think when you scold ppl in your own mother tongue ppl don't understand? Why do you even have to scold in your own mother tongue? If you are damn brave why not scold in a language that they can understand? Cowards man. Girls somemore. Should just go and rot in hell. damn pissed off with them. at the end of the photo taking session, i shouted like a mad woman like mk. lmao. i shouted like 'ask ppl to shut up, why not shut up yourself, don't know what profanities mean then dont use la' all these craps. then one of them turned back and looked at me. LMAO. should have scolded more. -.- maybe they don't understand me coz their brain is too small. pathetic.

then we were given evaluation forms. i wrote alot of shits inside. I criticised the campers and exco, but most of it is the campers la. Excos, please don't take offense to what i've said.

The campers went back first. The facis stayed for a last briefing. When we wanted to leave, it rained so heavily. It was as if the spirits didn't want us to leave. lols. Aish. CURSED.

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The campers were plain rude and retarded. I understand that they are only sec 2s. That doesn't make them god. And that wat gives them the right to climb over us? When we talk nicely to them, they don't listen, they take us for granted. When we shouted at them, they think that we are bitches and mad, and became more rebellious. THEN WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO? So damn inconsiderate. 14 years old already. HELLO. They will all die if they continue to be like this. I was 14 year old once, and i can so swear that i wasn't like that last time. I admit that i am always inconsiderate, but i don't make spastic and retarded and rude comments. I don't bang that spastic tune on whatever table i see. gosh. I DONT COMPLAIN when i was asked to wash the toilet, i just wash. Right now they have got maids to do it for them. What about next time? Who is going to wash toilets for them? omfg. x__x can't stand it. Please la, wash it one time wont die right? i so bet that they will run back to their mama and complained that we made them wash toilets. wtf. Ay. Sec 2 only lo. What to do... Rebellious and all that. Yes, i understand perfectly.

The excos were... i don't know what to say. I know that they worked hard for this camp to happen la... but sometimes things are just not what they thought it would turn out to be. They always make last minute changes lo.... and we were always informed at the very last minute. Miscommunication always happen. Haiz. There's this person. Her instructions are always NOT CLEAR. She repeated it for like 2094093284 times and i still dont get what the hell she is trying to say. -.- Am i too stupid to understand? Or are we all too stupid to understand? Then there's this girl who kept shouting. no, not that malay woman, but the other one. Shouted at us in that xxxxx voice. AISH.

I miss my beavers 1 - 3 people. They are good. Some are quite talkative but they are generally ok, not like those spastic ones. overall this is a good learning experience for me. I learnt lots of things la. including some of the sec 2 opss kids are retarded. yeahs.

I miss that camp site. Life was so simple. You go back, you bath, you brush your teeth, and then you just sleep. How nice la. Only got fans, no air con.

I am so retarded. I came back to my comfortable home. I slept in my air con bedroom. and then i'm down with flu. retarded right?

cursed.

- I LOVE YUNHO -

that feeling is back...

2006-05-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

yo peeps! i am gone for so many days... xD lols. don't really have the time and mood to blog. aish.

Last friday was mrs goon's last day. she's retiring. so sad. lols. we gave her this foot reflexology (spelling?!) thing from the body shop. =) now she can do what she always wanted to do. so cool! lols. farewell to her and all the best!

Then on saturday, i woke up feeling extremely high. coz in the evening, there'll be tmg gathering. lols. i was dreading econs and band, wishing time could pass faster. haha. WAHHHHHH! nothing could express the happiness when i saw them. xD oh ya, then i bought heart mind soul cd. SO NICE. *coughs* okie. so we had our dinner at pizzahut. it took about 20mins to decide what to order coz me and jaejoong's nipple ring kept chatting. LOLS. chatted abt everything. miss those days... really.

After dinner, we went to this staircase and began our camwhoring session. LOLS. omg. i can't believe it. really enjoyed myself. why can't time pass slower during that time? lols. it's so funny. i just met them. and yet i'm missing them already. xD

that feeling is back. that annoying, irritating, painful, ringing, sweet, unforgettable feeling is back. i just can't seem to shake it off. how? T____T

going to camp tml. mon to thurs.

woo. who is gonna miss me? coz i'll be missing you.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
saranghaeyo

heart mind and soul.

2006-05-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

i am slacking.... wahhhh.

i did half of econs. and i barely finish my geog tutorials. T__T

HEART MIND AND SOUL ON YES 93.3 JUST NOW.

wahhhhh. i am so happy. xD lols.

i am watching autumn in my heart. ya i know. this drama is like 4 million years old. but it still makes me cry. T___________T

- I LOVE YOU YUNHO, -

with all

my heart, my mind, my soul.

ycp

2006-05-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

goshhhh. today i actually went to ycp. i didn't join! coz sj told me that there will be camp briefing, so i stupidly went into the lt with fauzi they all... feel so stupid lols. i feel as if i've cheated on them. and then after 1 h, we went to the other lt for camp briefing. it lasted for about 10 mins only. -.- cheekeen was there. AND I GOT SOMEONE'S NUMBER!!!! without asking. LOLS! omfggggg. =x

i've wasted a hell lot of time in aquarium. damn. should have gone home. so sorry. feel so bad. GRRR. lady macbeth is cursed.

i have a whole list of homework to complete, 3 tests to mug for, and chinese oral for promos. soon i'll have like A lvl chinese oral and listening compre. T___T i am so going to die. and don't think i'm good in chinese ok, i am so not. maybe i'm good in primary school chinese, but definitely not jc one. i can't even understand some basic questions. goshhhhh. how?!

feel so cheated. LOLS. should have signed up for that england trip. thought there wont be any make up lesson for econs, but end up there is. GRRR. but it's ok. i'm gonna mug during june holidays. dont ask me out unless you're asking me out to mug with you. GOSH. i'll be going for swimming and sentosa. yay. =) i think i only have 2 weeks to study everything. HELL.

oh ya. today MK was crazy again. was conferencing with her for the gpp thingy. and then she started to anyhow draw on the proposal part. goshhhh! can't stand it. at least her handwriting is better now. lols. xDD

why do people don't get it? i mean yes, the damage is done, and nothing can be the same again. a broken vase can nv be perfect again. i totally understand. but shouldnt you guys give her a chance to explain herself? or give her the chance to change? what you guys dislike is her personality. but that is what it takes to make her, that is what it takes to be her such a interesting, friendly ... etc person. imagine our class without her, how is it gonna be? dull and boring. there wont be anyone to make you guys go "ahhhhhh" and will actually ignore it. there wont be anyone for you to shout shut up at. she's not even complaining about you guys talking behind her, why should you guys be swayed by those silly rumors? at least she's apologising for the damage done, i know sorry is no cure. she's trying to be diplomatic. shouldnt you guys do something like apologising to her at the very least? you guys have been openly criticising her in class. and i believed that you guys did gossip about her before. therefore be a man (men), go apologise. talk about respect. ha. are you guys respecting her? no.

both sides are my friends. i want everybody to be good with everybody. i don't want conflicts. i am trying my very best to keep everything stable. but whatever, i will try until i die. i will get everything back to normal. goshhh. i hope everyone will understand the plight that i am in... it's not easy to be dealing with all these alone.

sometimes i feel really detached from the world. i don't know why, but i just do. everything is changing fast, but it seems like i'm stuck at the same old spot. i wanted to move on, but i just can't. and again, i am complaining about all the superficial people that i am meeting. i am so sick of it. god, just get me out of this crap will you?

it has been such a long time, and yet you're still stuck in my mind. i just can't seem to forget you. but dont worry, i'll try my best. =)

edit;;

okie. i just downloaded BEING pv. it is so BEAUTIFUL. really. sang by my beloved TOHOSHINKI. really... i was stunned when i saw the pv. everything is like so beautiful, and this time it is quite unique. xD there are lots of girls inside the pv. lols. and then one of them touched jeje's fingers. DAMN CUTE. and then yunyun covered a girl's eyes. SO CUTEEEE!! okie. i am crazy. this always happens to me when i watch their new mv. xD really. i don't know what ot say. i am really touched by their hardwork. even though i dont understand a single jap, but i sort of can feel the song... lols. gonna look for translation. i just feel like shouting out how much i love them. i feel like telling them how much i love them. I LOVE DONG BANG SHIN KI. YUCHUN, JAEJOONG, JUNSU, CHANGMIN and YUNHO. I LOVE ALL OF YOU. =) if i have only one day to live, one of the things that i would do is to tell you guys how much i adore you.

forever love. and also, shinhwa's 8th album state of art is GREAT. i need to download once in a lifetime mv!!!! T_T

- I LOVE YUNHO -
i'll be there for you...

You had a bad day....

2006-05-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it... i passed my MATH. omfg. lols.
nah. actually i didn't pass it. if mrs tcheau (no typo error here) were to leave me alone to die, i wouldnt have passed it. so all thanks to her. lols.
next week test on inequalities... aishhhh.

there are some serious problems inside me. i've developed into this habit of drawing on my hand. LOLS. i need a shrink. =x

tomorrow need to submit final draft gpp. mk sucks.

i'm addicted to you're beautiful by james blunt and bad day by david powter.

there's a teacher in our school call CHACKO CHERRY. lmao!!!!! i saw on their picture board. damn lmao. laugh like mad. =x it's a HIM. chakco cherry. chakco cherry. LMAO. oopsssss. went to their picture board coz i wanna advertise goh tong wee. sharlen said i look totally like him. LOLS!!!!!!

doing gpp now. can die. MK SUCKS. haizzzz.

there are many people whom i'm missing right now... haiz... T__T
everyday when i go tp interchange i'll look for them. but then everytime they just didn't appear. HAIZ.

holidays are nearing. and that means common tests is coming also. ggrrrrrrrr.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
you're beautiful.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

a day of gossips.

2006-05-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

today is a long long day. I woke up with a really grumpy face and all...
things turned out totally wrong today... really. haiz.
learnt a whole lot of things today.

i think i scare a whole lot of people today by shouting on top of my face, so angrily somemore... haiz. that was quite unusual. lmao. it never happen before.

oh ya. gp test today. sure fail. crapped throughout. die.

asdfghjkl;

THINGS WENT TOTALLY WRONG!

- I LOVE YUNHO -
i miss you...

long time no see

2006-05-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

for those who thought i'm dead, hello, too bad i'm still alive... xD

i wasn't online on 2 consecutive (dont know spelling) days... sat and sun. Reason was because i was involved in this csss thing. Then on both days i had to go to school. Sunday was fun. We went to this scdf building in yishun. we learnt lots (not really) of things... like how to use the fire extinguisher, how to bandage a person, and how to do cpr. then we have to seal up all the windows and doors and air con and then that man released smoke. lols. FUN. I'm a CERTIFIED... eh, what is that call? I can do cpr!! LOLS.

Got to know 'new' friends also... but kind of sad coz we won't be seeing him anymore.... *plays sad music in the background*

I didn't finish my homework at all. feel so guilty. T__T have to rush through lit and econs later... goshhhh. then have to rush thru pw. MK IS TOTALLY INSANE. She gave me headache. Really. The way she talks really make me feel giddy and stuff. Maybe she is casting black magic. Lols.

Oh ya. I reran 2.4km today. The third time! gosh. Okie. I passed!!!! i got a silver. yay. i wanted to aim for a gold in august, but when i saw the chart stating that to get a gold you have to jump at least *insert no.* and 2.4km must be 15mins and below, i kind of give up. LOLS. really cannot make it. aishhhh.

Lmao. Today something funny happened. Hurricane went into the wrong lecture theater. *coughs* okie. i know we shouldn't laugh at people... but i can't help it! he is just so cuteeeee!! so funny..... *coughscoughs* so... innocent. o__o

the CROWS are really irritating me alot. i am going to join the shooting club. *plays mildred's crow voice* BANG!

*evil laugh*

- I LOVE YUNHO -
my life is beautiful because of you...

haiz.

2006-05-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

=)

i saw my godson yesterday... lols. He was born on 9 may at 6.30pm. lols. aloysious zhou jie ming. nice name right? lols. VERY CUTE. SUPER CUTE. EXTREMELY ADORABLE. heeheehee.

went to vivien's house to do pw today. so sian. is that the way to spend your holiday?!? unfortunately for me, it is. T_T then for tomorrow, i've got camp briefing from 8 to 12, then band from 1 onwards. AND I HAVE DO THAT 1 minute speech! i haven't prepare. i didn't even think of what i wanna be yet. gosh. i am so dead. asdfghjkl;

i feel so depressed after reading ~~his~~ blog. just feel that everybody has moved on with their new lifes. they made new friends... and the old ones? ha. i think i am forgotten by everyone else, except for a few. who's taymin? if by any chance did they remember me, it must be due to some bad memories they have with me... pathetic right?

People. I VOTED FOR ANGEL. For what reasons? She deserved my vote because she has proven that she is willing to take up challenges. She did not give up despite all the criticisms that she is getting. (my english sounds wrong here, right homie? forget it. you dont even know my blog lols) she got that very leader voice. lols. i believe that she can lead. i believe that she'll do what she needs to do. unlike some other attention seekers who joined council as a way to gain popularity. unlike some other people who joined council because of testimonials. unlike some other people who joined council because their friends dragged them in. RUBBISH.

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i feel so hypocrite. haiz. i hate living in this world full of superficial people. just let me die. afterall i've enjoyed enough, i've had everything. i don't mind giving up my life for someone who deserve to live. well, i think i dont deserve it cause i've been living in depression (kind of) all these days. what's the use? -.-

i dont know the purpose of life. any enlightenment? is it to go to school and see everyone with short skirts when mine is freaking long and be called as a NERD? i don't belong at all. i don't like to be forced into doing something i don't like. and i don't like to be called as a nerd just because i've got longggggggggggggg skirt. (btw, how long can it be?) i am wearing the CORRECT LENGTH, so why am i being outcasted?! High S people hate to have a great change in their environment, and unfortunately till now i still can't adapt to the change. i know that it'll be worst if i go poly, judging from all those short skirts freaks in my school. everybody enjoy wearing short skirts now. i don't know why. it's just me i guess. i'm still living in the 80`s where everyone use their skirts to sweep the floor. and that they wouldnt be labelled as a nerd. =)

I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE THE CHANGING WORLD.

EDIT;;

i didn't know that people can be so damn brainless.

to you, have you got no other pictures? why that picture?! and why is it doing there?
fucking think before you put. gosh. thought you are so damn clever? thought you are so damn considerate? why didnt you think that i wouldn't like it if you put that pic up? GOSH. to onlookers thinking that i am effing pmsing again, look, would you like it if your 'nude' pic is being posted somewhere?! without you knowing? and that so many people must have viewed it, pointing to that girl and exclaimed "omg, so cheap!" ... ....

... ... and by the end of the schooling years, i am just someone left to be forgotten so easily.

- I LOVE YUNHO -
you're my only reason of living...
sarang hae yo.

stand by me.

2006-05-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

okie. i didn't on my computer yesterday. i was doing literature essay. guess how long i took. i spent like 3 hours + doing it. and i didn't finish my conclusion. that's great. coz i'll fail during exams. x_x

i finally went for band today... xD i miss my flute. yeh. we played titanic medley. it was ~~terrible~~. lols. then this sat there is this band election thing. haiz. i still dont know what post to take up. not as if i can get the post i want. i still got to make a speech. and i dont know what to say. x___x wahhhhhhh.

today there's student council election. i voted. i did vote wisely. i hope those who i voted for will get into the office and do their jobs. don't disappoint me! lols.

sian. i reached school at 6.30am today to do my 2.4km run. haiz. timing is 17.03. although i can't get silver, but i still passed! better than last time. xD from more than 20mins, to last run 18.42, to current 17.03. yesssss. xDD i think because it's cooler to run in the morning plus i wore my lucky ring, yes the ring that yunyun gave me. oops. =x but i didn't wear it during my 5 stations! aiya. should have worn it... then can do better. lmao.

do i really look like goh tong wee?!

- I LOVE YUNHO -
sarang hae yo.